Saturday, October 30, 2004


There was a time when i loved you
That was a time baby, you made blue
There's a time for everything baby
Now it's time to say we're through
Remember the time baby, you made me cry
And the times baby, you broke my heart
But there's a time for everything baby
Now it's time for us to part
They say that time, time brings 'bout a change
And i know baby, i know that's no lie
In time i will forget you baby
So it's time to say goodbye
TWOPURITIANS04 ;
i'm gonna miss each and everyone of you very very much. its been a really fast year. there have been fun times, especially when we seem to go against the teachers and even give them a hard time, making them feel pathetic. and of cos, we've had our bad times. especially when it comes to competitions. i guess we're not THAT united. but its still been a fun year together. and next year, we'll all part. we will be taking different subjects and placed in different classes. but we'll always be part of twopurity04 okay ?
i wish you all all the best in your future endeavours.
i'm gonna miss you all...
JAN ;
i guess what i mostly wanna say to you is in the letter already ? yeah. its been a really great year. especially since its been spent with you as a part of it. okay. i know your head is growing now ! haha. but seriously. it was jsut like yesterday when i stepped into the class and to realise you're there and to be intimidated by you. then christinatan placed me as your maths-sitting part. but i guess thats how we got closer ? and then of cos there's many other stuff too. just too many to name. i'm really gonna miss you so much ! and hope you enjoyed the pizza last night. haha. we must still keep in close contact yeah ? iloveyou. (:
WANYIN ;
hey SMS ! i've really enjoyed the last few days we've spent playing and having fun. and these are definitely times i'm gonna miss dearly. but like i said, its the msn convos i might miss the most. unless of cos, we still have them ! haha. you said that we're bound to drift. i guess so. but we'll keep that to a minimal okay ? i'm missing you already... love ! (:
JENNY ;
i dont think you will get to actually read this ? but i'm writing/typing to you anyway. its been a harsh year for you i guess ? and there were many times when things started to get rough. for you, and maybe for me too. but we got through till the end anyhow right ? at least things ended well. maybe not all too well. but much better than we expected isn't it. maybe we should still walk home together some times next year. and then update each other bout our games of "survivor". haha. just know that i'm always gonna be here for you k ? plus we stay so near to each other, it shouldn't be much of a problem keeping in contact. loveyou ! (:
XIAOJIA ;
its a pity you can't be here to spend the last few days together with all of us. and i also hope you're feeling okay ? yeah. dont be too sad over whatever happened k. anyway, its been a nice year together. especially our library visits and our long walks to places. we still can continue to have them next year, right ? we must okay. and likewise, my phoneline is always free. okay, maybe not. but i'll try to make it free anytime you need to talk okay ? i'm gonna miss you so much. muchlove ! (:
YIWEI ;
hey silly booboohead ! haha. thanks for the postcard okay. i was relaly touched by whatever you wrote ? i also dont know why. mm. but i enjoyed sitting 'next' to you and kelly the past two terms. its really been fun. we've laughed alot, and crapped alot too ! and i'm definitely gonna miss those times. dont stress up too much next year okay ! learn to relax alright. and anytime you need to get a good laugh, i'll be here to cheer you up ! haha. i'll miss you dear... lovelove ! (:
AMELIA ;
two years together. and i can only remember having fun moments together ? haha. okay. i'll definitely miss the gossiping and crapping with you. dont be so naughty and go on tricking others okay ! haha. and dont emotionally torture yourself anymore. take good care of your health and dont study too hard ! haha. okay. i'm gonna miss you so damn much ! stay funky yeah ? iloveyou. (:
NATALIE ;
okay. actually i had a card to give you ? just forgot. mm. come get it from me when you have band and i have training okay ? then when you read it you'll know what i wanna say to you. shan't write much here, if not it'll spoil the fun. well i love the past few days of school. and i'm glad we ended it on a happy note. we've had our...misunderstandings i guess. take care okay. i'll miss you ! loveyou... (:
AMY ;
hopefully you'll get to see this. i forgot to give you your card !!! okay. silly me. anyway i hope i can pass it to you soon ? yeah. mm. dont get yourself stress over silly things or people okay. it ain't worth it ! haha. and keep all the gossip. i'll still be around school for you to tell me. haha. okay. i'm gonna miss the morning assemblies and just all the fun we've had together. loveyou ! (:
XINJIN ;
mm. i'm already missing all the crap of yours ? haha. a pity you had to miss the last day of school ? well. its the end ! hopefully all your hard work paid off ? continue working hard and you might even be one of the top students. i seriously admire you when it comes to remaining cheerful to your determination in studying. i'll really really miss you and all your nonsense that never fails to brighten the class up... iloveyou ! (:
sorry if i missed alot of people out !
just really too many to list already...
BYEBYE TWOPURITY04


1:54 PM
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Wednesday, October 27, 2004


its 8.17 now. on a thursday night.
i'm supposed to be at delta now.
possibly packing my stuff.
getting ready to go to the hawker centre.
BUT. i'm here in front of the computer.
simple reason : i skipped training today.
there are many causes to that.
but... i shan't elaborate them here.

i'm thinking of quitting from the nats team.
yes. i have been labelled "stupid" and "idiot".
by quite a few people in fact. ohwell.
i've been pondering over that since the exams.
i'm not feeling any excess stress due to it.
but yet again, my freedom is more restricted.
i'll think bout it a lil more i guess.
dont wanna end up making the wrong decision.
and regretting it for the rest of my life.

-

school today was okay...
the old typical twopurity was back.
i won't wanna elaborate.
so yeah. screwed up the drama competition.
why am i so not surprised ? ohwell.

stayed in school after that.
had some cca leaders meeting.
we must prepare for the open house and painting.
move the stuff, clear the place, hang banners...

maybe my hopes, OUR hopes are shattered.

for good.


8:27 PM
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Sunday, October 24, 2004


I want a love I can see
that's the only kind that means a thing to me
don't want a love you have to tell me about
that kind of lovin' I can sure do without

I want a love I can feel
that's the only kind of lovin I think is real
don't wanna be going by something I heard
cause baby, action speaks louder than words

I want a love that is mine
in the rain or even in the sunshine
a love that will keep me warm when it's cold
the kind of lovin' that will never grow old

I want a love I can see
the kind of lovin you could give to me
the kind of kisses to make me melt
the kind of lovin that can really reveal


8:46 PM
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i'm starting to look forward to school trainings.
for one, they aren't tiring.
and its where everyone's of equal status.
no one's much better than another.
all of us love to crap and all.
and we just go all out to have fun.
even with jude. laughing and stuff.
and recently, we start playing after training.
silly and fun games like h2o. haha.
i really miss having such fun in hockey.

went out yesterday in the afternoon.
with rui, meixian, ivy and xinni.
played at the arcade for some time.
then we caught ouija board at cineleisure.
its quite frightening i guess. quite nice.
but maybe the ending isn't very good.
then parents picked me up at amk central.
we fetched my brother to some ulu place.
we couldn't find it for a LONG time.
we circled the place many times.
asked for directions, checked the street directory.
and we found it after a really really long ride.
then played some silly artiste-naming game.
quite silly la. ohwells.

went to church for cath class today.
was about relationships and love stuff.
then went to 1130 mass with kris, nic and rach.
after that went for lunch with kris.
we went to mos in amk central.
ate quite alot. then bought cake to eat too ! (:
we walked and talked and walked and talked.
waited with her for her bus.
then i walked home.

school again tomorrow.
i'm seriously dreading it.
its so boring. just talks all day long.


2:57 PM
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Thursday, October 21, 2004


i think i'm becoming such a tv addict.
i can sit all day on the couch
staring at the black box in front.
went to rui's house after school today.
then mum fetched me home at bout 5.
then i watched tv all the way till ten.
can't help it. haha.

school today was...alright.
campaigning all day before recess.
then after recess had some police talk.
followed by family dance and line dancing.
we were fooling around quite abit.
it was...fun ! haha. laughed quite alot.

its the last few days with twopurity04.
i'm definitely gonna miss this crazy class.
sure, we just dont excel in many things.
in fact, we don't excel in anything.
but we have fun and enjoy ourselves. (:
i'll seriously miss you guys.
treasure the one week more ? (:

training again tomms.
and colours award too !


11:08 PM
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Wednesday, October 20, 2004


great day today. (:

started off with two-round morning jog.
then sexuality education.
which ended up being quite a comedy session.
recess was...noisy. haha.
everyone was campaigning.
we were all being attacked. literally !
then CCA stuff after recess.
worked out...pretty well. whats new anyway.

training after school !
highlight of the day. (:
had physical first. didn't really feel tired.
so i guess i kinda tortured the rest on the slopes ?
haha. so had basics today.
was quite okay. everything was going fine.
training was quite light today though.
then we played games. fun fun fun !
okay although it was quite a mess.
but we laughed and played and just had fun.
then had a one-round slow jog as cool down.
took off my shoes ran with rui and minfang.
then after the teachers left, we played games !
first was the piggyback-relay.
sec one against sec two.
and i was the baton for the sec twos. HAHA.
it was a tie. can't tell the winner la.
then we went out to the pitch.
played duck-duck-goose. then H2O.
it was quite hilarious really. haha.
amanda ran really funnily ! HAHA.
then we had to end cos of lightning and thunder.

our last training with the red badge.
at least until bout one year later... ohwells.

i dont like the way things are turning out.
we fought so hard for IT.
and i think we'll lose IT. sad.
all cos of stupid attitudes and irresponsibilty.
just hope you'll wake up soon !


9:37 PM
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Tuesday, October 19, 2004


Well, i got time on my hands and i got you on my mind
And the moon and the stars up above
There's a warm summer breeze
Blowing down through the trees
And somewhere someone's falling in love
Well, if this world where we live is the only one we have
Then there's only one thing i'm thinking of
Let's go for that ride - keep our eyes open wide
Cause somewhere someone's falling in love

You may be looking for someone
Someone may be looking for you
Someday you'll awaken and open your eyes
And love will be looking at you
So don't get down on yourself

Cause somewhere someone's falling in love

okay. i'm thinking WAY too much.
or am i not...
okay this is just plain weird.
i said i wouldn't get myself in trouble.
but here i am creating trouble for myself.
okay this is CRAP.

-

spent the past two days at rui's house.
we were working on our TOP-secret project.
yesterday was along with jingyu and meixian.
we had LOADS of fun. just chilling out. haha.
then today was just me and rui.
we were supposed to go for training.
but decided to go tomms cos of teresa. (:

thinking quite alot recently. AHEM. hockey.
it all started with combined schools.
cos i was considering joining.
then it led to the national U-16.
it definitely made a big difference to my life.
things would be so different if i didn't join.
if i wasn't literally dragged by the rest.
there are pros and cons to joining.
like making friends, and striking out enemies.
but then i have no free time and blahblah.
suddenly i'm thinking of opting out ?
but i really dont know. ohwells.

training tomms. with the sec ones i think.
nats is only starting next week. (:


8:49 PM
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Saturday, October 16, 2004


Sunshine on my shoulders makes me happy
Sunshine in my eyes can make me cry
Sunshine on the water looks so lovely
Sunshine almost always makes me high


i've been quite happy for some time now.
its pretty rare...mm. but i like it ! (:

went to school on friday.
didn't want to at first.
but i'm glad i did.
got back 4 subjects of papers.
did really badly for the main subject : english.
but did surprisingly well for the others.
might not be VERY good...
but its good enough for me ! i'm satisfied.
getting back the other papers on monday.

my new stick isn't VERY good.
but its quite okay. i suppose...

catechism starts tomms.
should i rejoice or not... ohwells.


8:31 PM
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Thursday, October 14, 2004


yet another great day.
other than having to end my sleep.
which i needed really really badly.

went to meet rui at around noon.
she called to say she just woke up.
so i bought ice-cream and walked there myself.
met meixian and teresa at the station.
rui's uncle fetched us all to SRC.
waited there for jude for really really long.
until he finally came.
he needed to go to the office.
so we went around the club to explore.
went to the bowling alley.
its quite small. bout 10 lanes wide only.
but i was really willing to bowl.
cos there wasn't anyone else but an old man.
so we pretty much had the whole place to ourselves.
jude bowled with us two games.
we were given VIP treatment cos of him.
so cool. he's like some big shot or something. haha.
he treated us to lunch too. (:
then we headed to peninsula to buy sticks.
and again, cos of him, we got great discounts.
how bout a total of 45 bucks off ? so cool.
then jude went off to the docs.
four of us went to ikea to shop !!!
bought quite some stuff there. particularly rui.
then cabbed all the way home.

finally got my new stick.
its the last piece around too.
a silvery-black grays. GX3000. (:

school tomms. results perhaps ? haha.


10:41 PM
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Wednesday, October 13, 2004


today's been a great day.
possibly one of the best of the year.

spent the whole day out with the pqs ! (:
went to pasir ris in the morning.
the bus journey was nice.
everyone was chatty and hyper.
i wasn't even sure anyone was listening
cos everyone seemed to be talking. haha.
then we finally reached downtown east.
went bowling first. i only bowled one game.
okay. it was total shit. haha.
then we went to BK to have breakfast/lunch.
laughed alot and talked alot again. (:
then we headed to the arcade.
spent quite a sum there actually.
played nonsensical and fun games. haha.
finally we went to the beach.
with the intentions of rollerblading, cycling blah.
but in the end we just flew kites at the beach.
bought two kites and we all shared.
a couple of uncles were teaching us how to fly kites.
one was supposedly some kite-champion or something.
it was a skill REALLY hard to master !
but finally pok and i got one kite flying real high.
after a very very long time and a whole lot of failures.
it just stayed up there for super duper long.
we talked, laughed, played...just had fun. (:
when it started to rain we left.
bussed all the way back.
for once, we sat together, two to a seat.
not like the usual spreading out.
talked, listened to music, fooled around, laughed...
bottomline : TOTAL FUN. (:

haven't had such nice clique outings in a long time.
especially this hockey clique.
where we lose track of time and just dont care.
it was so damn fun. (:
we've gotta have more of this, right guys ? (:

gonna get my stick tomms. yay !
jude's bringing us to assist us i guess.


9:03 PM
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Tuesday, October 12, 2004


peace (:


10:33 PM
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Wednesday, October 06, 2004


the exams have just been...disastrous.
i mean. come on.
i think we deserve some credit for studying ?

my most confident subject would be math.
but not anymore. just screwed it today.
8 papers down. 5 more to go.

oh. I PASSED MY GRADE 8 EXAM ! (:
no more piano lessons for the rest of my life !
and... i beat my brother too. haha.

okay. english lit and art tomms.
gonna start on home econs tonight.
which is two whole books to memorise !
home econs is stupid.

and i now officially have a problem with my subject combination for next year. two pure ? mm.


8:47 PM
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Saturday, October 02, 2004


from wednesday till now i've been studying.
no no. revising, to be more precise.
i havent studied so much before.
or at least remembered so much.
i hope it pays off...
at least let me get the subject combi i want.
though i have yet to decide on which combi.

singapore idol was so disappointing.
i mean. jessea ? out ? jerry ? in instead ?
this is just so...shocking i guess.
and survivor was another shocker last night.
but i think john is....'nice'. haha.

went out today to study first.
with liyuan, meixian, teresa, jingyu and rui.
studied at some coffee cafe.
the coffee there rocks ! (: so strong.
got chased off at bout 12.
so we made our way to peninsular plaza.
went to look at sticks.
i've got my eye on a few.
GX3000, GX4000maxibow and GX 5000.
the running numbers are just pure coincidence.
they are all bout $100++.
after that we went to funan swensens.
met the rest of the U16 team there.
dahlia treated us to everything we wanted. (:

then the rest went home.
left limin, xinni, ivy, vanessa, rui and i.
went to esplanade waterfront to study.
so relaxing and nice. haha.
after a while we left. walked around.
vanessa and limin went home after awhile.
the four of us ended back at the same cafe.
had yet another cup of the mocha chillino.
studied there till about seven then went home.

a whole day home tomms.
hopefully i'll get more work done.
and be fully prepared for my exams !
i'm giving myself the benefit of the doubt. haha. (:


8:46 PM
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