Friday, January 30, 2004
You feel happy, and loved. Nothing could be any
better for you....you may even have a love one
in your life....go you. (Please Vote)
What Emotion Dominates you?
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I'm here just like I said
Though its breaking every rule I've ever made
My racing heart is just the same
Why make it strong to break it once again?
And I'd love to say I do
Give everything to you
But I can never now be true
So I say...
I think I'd better leave right now
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right now
Feeling weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right now
I'm here so please explain
Why you're opening up a healing wound again
I'm a little more careful
Perhaps it shows
But if I lose the highs, at least I'm spared the lows
Now I tremble in your arms
What could be the harm
To feel my spirit calm
So I say..
I wouldn't know how to say
How good it feels seeing you today
I see you've got your smile back
Like you say your right on track
But you may never know why
Once bitten twice is shy
If I'm proud perhaps I should explain
I couldn't bear to lose you again
Yes I will...
hm. todae kinda a bad day of skool?
well. pissed almost every teacher off.
first was MOLLY.
kept talking. thn broke e experiment eggyolk on purpose. which choked e sink in e process.
thn i asked nat a qn regarding her ugly confusing diagram. thn she scolded me for not listening. wanted to shout back.
she kept looking at e back row cos we kept talking.
she claimed she would throw us outta e class. but didn't.
heck lah.
thn aft that pissed limfangteng off.
feel REALLY guilty on that one.
cos she sorta caught us (jan, lorr and me) cheating during tingxie.
thn we still kinda argued with her lah.
thn aft that she talked to us bout some seating arrangement.
we argued quite badly.
made her REALLY really pissed i guess.
during IPW whn xinjin helped us ask if she was still angry with us. she said "bu yao zai fan wo le."
OOPS. she's fuming i suppose.
we're still wondering how to make it up to her. haiz.
anywaes. aft skool. had lunch. was abit off-mood.
thn went with edeline and meixian to cat high to pass sth to edeline's fren.
cabbed down to delta.
rushed lyk mad only to find e seniors were EVEN later. grr.
felt quite extra cos there were only 6 sec 2s. ohwells.
warmed-up. evryone else came.
coach assigned positions. was left back.
connie sorta smashed my nail. broke and bled. damn.
ended at ard 615. had 3 cans and 1 packet of icelemontea!
thn took 132 home. had to stop halfway cos i was car-sick.
vomited all e icelemontea out! hahas. gross.
thn took 165 home.
reached home at ard 815.
wasn't in e best of moods today lah.
but didn't really shut myself up.
in fact i didn't even really bother.
is that bad? maybe.
there's training tomms morning again.
MICKEY'S COMING! wahahas.
okae crap.
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Tuesday, January 27, 2004
Feelin' blue, while I'm trying to forget the feeling that I miss you
Feelin' green, when the jealousy swells and it won't go away in dreams
Feelin' yellow, I'm confused inside
A little hazy but mellow when I feel your eyes on me
Feelin' fine! Sublime!
When that smile of yours creeps into my mind
Oh oh
Nobody told me you'd feel so good
Nobody said you'd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
You're the light, you're the light
When I close my eyes
I'm colour blind
You make me colour blind
Feelin' red, when you spend all your time with your friends and not me instead
Feelin' black, when I think about all the things that I feel I lack
Feelin' jaded, when it's not gone right
All the colours have faded, then I feel your eyes on me
Feelin' fine! Sublime!
When that smile of yours creeps into my mind
Mm mm
Nobody told me you'd feel so good
Nobody said you'd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
You're the light, you're the light
When I close my eyes
I'm colour blind
You make me colour blind
Blinded by the light you shine, the colours fade completely
Blinded by you every time, I feel your smile defeat me
I'm colour blind
I just can't deny this feeling
Nobody told me you'd feel so good
Nobody said you'd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
You're the light, you're the light
When I close my eyes
I'm colour blind
Nobody told me you'd feel so good
Nobody said you'd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
You're the light, you're the light
When I close my eyes
I'm colour blind
You make me colour blind
I'm colour blind
hey dear! happy birthday! its your special day todae. a pity u had to have a history test. hahas. but anywaes, u're 14 already. so dun be so childish anymore ks? hahas. but continue being e lame n fun u! loveyouloads! -huggs-
hm.
had history test todae.
was quite okae lah. compared to e other history test i've ever taken.
wun be surprised if i fail but wun be surprised if i pass this time either.
hahas. okae. crap.
stayed back for ycs after school todae. thn sat ard in e canteen.
e 3 netballers came back. e tall becca was hilarious lah. thn e other two... still as childish. hahas.
thn met wendy too!
wonder why they all came back todae. hm.
went macs. ate quite abit.
hahas. thn went home.
nothing much.
have training tomms.
think it'll rain like it has been these days.
ohwells.
still sick.
throat still sore and painful.
bleahx.
at least its getting a wee bit better.
hope it'll be okae soon. yea.
tatas!
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Sunday, January 25, 2004
You are spongebob, you are always full of life and
you love it. you try to be happy all the time
and enjoy everything and everyone around you.
What Character from spongebob squarepants are you?
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hm. this couple of days have been one of my best since christmas already! whee~! hahas. i'm starting to love life like i used to. which i suppose is good? yea!
yesterday
was so bored n in e mood for a movie. so called meixian.
thn we went to j8. bought e tickets to the last samurai!
thn i went to precious thots to get ruiwen's present. found out sth that really pleased me too! hahas.
thn aft that we went to e basement to eat! i ate takopachi n toriQ. meixian didn't eat anything. :(
thn went to popular to buy some stuff! thn went to watch e movie.
e show was SUPER nice okae. can't stand it! ahhhh! thn meixian was freezing. hahas. luckily i brought a sweater.
e show is quite gruesome but really meaningful and touching.
if anyone hasn't watched it. quickly go catch it! its a movie worth watching.
thn i went to sfx with my parents for mass.
it was POURING!
aft that we went to my aunt's house! for dinner and e adults played mahjong. other than damien, i was e only other youth around. hahas.
so aft my meal i sat at e balcony facing e forest and laid back to enjoy e rain and nature! was really windy and so nice!!!
thn i went to play computer with damien. hahas. talked about e old times. e silly n childish things. hahahahas! thn all e computer games we used to play has produced advanced versions! hahas. played all of them. okae. i really suck at them lah. especially compared to damien. bleahx. but we had good laughs and all. hahas.
thn went home at ard 2am. took a shower n went to bed.
michael and jasper were over to stay.
todae!
woke up. thn dad fetched me to rui's house!
thn we went over to goodwillpark hotel to have lunch first.
had e lunch international buffet. shiok! wahh. yumyum.
thn we went to e poolside to start e party!
we started playing with water! hahas.
thn rui n sui threw me into e pool! in my jeans and all!!! ahhhh!!!!
thn rui got pushed in too. hahas. only sui cudn't be moved. wahahas.
anywaes she jumped in. we swam for some time. thn had food! yumyum. thn had cutting of cake. mango-cheesecake! double yum! hahas.
thn ruiwen and her frens got pushed in too! hahas. thn went to change and all.
thn we all went to rui's gramps house! i finally got to see e wonder man who started e shengsiong provision shop which has grown so BIG! hahas.
thn had steamboat there. yumyum.
thn played cards and they fetched me home.
had lotsa fun and laughter!!! whee~!
was jus reminded by meixian ytd that we had a history test on tues. gulps.
so dead. ohwells. hope i can at least do e paper ks.
its only one chapter. but history has evidently been my WORST subject. hahas. but will study hard lah. hopefully i will have e energy and concentration and wadeva needed. hahas.
school again tomms! bleahx. ohwells.
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Friday, January 23, 2004
Venus. You are extremely flirty. You are the
bringer of peace and everyone likes you. You
sometimes annoy people while acting like a
total bubblehead. Like, you are totally
compatible with Earthlings.
Which planet are you from?
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me? flirty? err. hahas. ks. jus yet another quiz.
oh. n if u guys can see. i've changed e pic of my blog above! ^ yea. give ur valuable comments k. took that frm lorraine's images. wahahas.
anywaes : HaPpY NeW YeAr! to one n all.
wendnesday!
had chinese new year celebrations. wore my adidas blue blouse! hahas. crystalkhooshihui was wearing e same one! only it was pink. quite nice! baby pink! yea.
thn had chinese mass. bleahx. sat with lorraine n janice. crapped alot. hahas.
thn had singalongs n some performances. i went to sit with rui teresa n siewmin for a while. whn i went back lorraine n janice were angry with me. :( but janice's acting not very good lah. hahas.
thn aft some senseless chatter. we wen back to class to collect hongbao frm e skool! with choc inside! hahas. this yr was a heart-shaped one instead of choc money. hahas. yea.
thn did some stuff. *winks at jan n lorr*
thn went to e canteen n met up with gwen xiaotong noelle n nat! met my dear wendy too! miss her so much ks. thn went out with e ex-6faithians. yah. went to j8 n had pastamania! yumyums.
thn wanted to take neos but too crowded. yea.
after walking for awhile i went to meet pokehh n joanne! yea. we went to e arcade to play! hahas. yea. thn met up with jessalynn thn went to macs to eat 25cents ice-cream! hahas. talked abit thn went home.
thn went for reunion dinner! nothing much.
thursday!
woke up at ard 11+ thn bathed n went over to my mother's side to have lunch.
thn made out way to my dad's side to meet up with my other cousins n all. gambled afew rounds before going over to my great-gramps hse.
gambled SOMEMORE. hahas. maryanne's so sweet n pretty!!! hahas.
thn went back tomy gramps hse for dinner.
adults playde mahjong.
while sheryl n carolann n i watched pirates of e carribean! on vcd. now i noe why sui used to like johnnydepp so much! he's so cool lor. hahas.
watched american idol! really amusing n funny. hahas.
thn watched wrestling for awhile.
adults finished up n we went home.
woke up at 12 plus todae.
was supposed to go for a movie todae with my bro. but as usual. he said tomorrow or maybe tonight. ohwells. doubt we'll end up going lah. hmph.
i'm so frigging bored at home!!!!
need to go buy ruiyin's sis's prezzie. e party's on sunday. hahas. abit last minute only. ohwells. finished her card jus now already. so yea.
counted my hongbao's money! quite alot lah. not as much as before but more than i expected. hahas. so yayee!! (:
planned out wat i needed to buy n all. so e rest of e money's gonna end up in e bank! buhbye darling $$!!! :(
hahas. lame! crappy!! happy!!! me!!!!
DAMN. uncle jus called to ask if i wanted to go with my cousins to watch the last samurai at 6.30 all e way at lido. WANNA GO! but not alone now. bleahx.
fcuk
feeling so sian now!!!! argh.
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Sunday, January 18, 2004
this is my way to live
What about yours?
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yesterday!
went to school in e morning for some ycs thing. teresa, amanda, lorraine, sohteng, jingzhi, shantini blah blah. yea. had some activities. yea. there was one monchi there. thought he was quite familiar. (btw he's justin jap! bro's gd fren) hahas. wad a coincidence? hahas. maybe.
anywaes then teresa went to sign me up for ycs as a second cca. grr. see how things go lah.
thn aft that me teresa amanda n lorraine watched e cheerleading tryouts! hahas. saw louisa. she's good ks! yah. thn amanda left while me teresa n lorraine went for lunch at macs. thn me n lorraine went to amk central to meet meixian ruiyin n siewmin.
we thn made our way to pasir ris!
we rented afew bikes. me n rui rode a twin bike! hahas. thn we went to e beach while lorraine n rui started taking photographs of alot of things. n lorraine claims she could set up a 'lorraines images'. hahas. thn siewmin left.
thn we went to meet connie lingyi n edeline. was ALL e way e other end frm where we rented our bikes. so me connie rui lingyi n lorraine went to return e bikes. thn me connie n rui RAN all e way back. hahas. was so tired n sweaty. hahas.
thn we started e bbq. we didn't get to eat anything!!! all e guests did. tho we were guests too. hahas. but nvm lah. i was buttercuppy cos i went ard buttering anything. hahas.
thn after evryone was more or less full. we went to sit on e rock at e seaside n we sang songs. me xinyi rui meixian n another xinyi. hahas. thn while they sai lay down n star-gazed. was b-e-a-utifull!!! yea. thn there was alot of laughter. i screamed out to sea afew times.
thn got ALOT of darlings! hahas. so many. yepps.
finally my troubles were all gone. jus like that. released!
managed to confirm that today whn i finally talked to my brother without feeling any sense of anger. yea.
michael's over to stay. dad started preaching as usual. bleahx. ohwells.
school tomms!!! hahas. tatas! (:
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Friday, January 16, 2004
Dark shadow. Something has drawn you into darkness
in the past, and you're now trying to get out
of it. The darkness is already inside you, and
getting it out will be hard, but if you try,
maybe one day you can be who you want to be
again. Don't give in!!!
Please rate ^^
What kind of dark person are you?
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hm. finally decided to blog to get rid of e last horrid post.
anywaes. had training todae! its a combined one. yea. and since bdiv has their comp in bout 2 wks, we dun hafto train much! whee! hahas.
but before training started, e pqs went to amk central to buy a cake for e sec one welcome. so nice lor. we didn't even get a welcome. thn went back. cut cake. ate cake. had a meeting. thn gave out e cards we made! so sweet of us. hahas. yea. they shud be grateful ks. thn bdiv went to train first cos e sec ones were buying their stuff frm e supplier.
we started our warmup half an hour late! hahas. ran two rounds. did sprints. thn we coached e new sec ones.
i cudn't coach them. hahas. so teresa did e coaching. thn e coach asked me to get them to do dribbles n stuff. so took 4 of them. jaslene, abigail, siyi and rebecca. they were SO disrespectful. thn abi said it was cos i'm too lenient. argh. thn abi n jaslene i think shouted 'f*ck' like a few times. n i mean SHOUTED! so i sorta scolded them lah. thn e coach asked me to make sure they look up n all. yea.
thn we played a short match with e bdiv. thn had yet another short meeting.
we did some hitting n jingyu went running! she ran 10 rounds continuous! woah. i ran one round n stopped n ran another round n stopped. hahas. wad a failure. gonna try to improve my stamina.
went to e canteen. got a whole tray of fries! whoever made it forgot to add salt i think. hahas. thn cleared e mess and thn we left for home. was about 7.30 by thn already. yea.
went to macs. bought dinner for mum n me. mum came to fetch. thn yea.
tomms got some catholic stuff in school. thn i guess i'll be coming home. thn will meet siewmin n go to connie's party thingy. yea.
my eyes are getting smaller by e days! for this whole wk. everytime i decided i wanna sleep earlier, sth will crop up. bleahx. if i dun get enuf sleep soon. you might not be able to see my eyes soon. hahas. okae. abit exaggerated. but yea.
haiz. this period of time, ever since x'mas last yr, has been e roughest for me. i hope it takes a turn for e better soon cos i dunno how long more i can hold on this way...
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Wednesday, January 14, 2004
'Normal' PLEASE VOTE!!!
What Type of Lunatic are You?
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You are guided by darkness. Chances are you are
depressed, or you just always see things in a
negative point of view. You sit back and take
everything in. You are the gentle giant. But
one day you will snap. (Rate my test)
What force is your soul?
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I JUS LOVE E SECOND QUIZ! it so describes my freaking mood now. bleahx.
i mean. pple earn ur trust, only to betray it in e end. is it jus like how pple claim rules are made to be broken? if so. rules might as well not be set n i might as well dun EVER trust anyone again. life is about having true friends. people who understand, people who stick by u thru thick n thin, n definitely people who you can TRUST.
another reason why i like e results of e second quiz alot, is cos it seems to fit what happened todae. i noe more or less the pple who come by n actualli read this shit. n it might affect a no of you. but i think this has been kept in me for a long time. n due to the fact that i can't seem to voice it out in front of any of you, i guess posting here wud be the only way to express what i think. i willbe slashing it, only reason is to avoid any future conflicts. okae. here goes nothing...
everytime someone gets angry or irritated in any way, all i can do is sit n one side n shut up. i mean. i have every right to keep talking and laughing n joking ard. in fact, that may even be a weak attempt to cheer evryone up. but evry single time, i'm told to shut up. every time i'm in a bad mood, no one seems to care. its as tho i'm someone who's always happy with no problems of my own. i'm a human, not a forever-happy robot. u guys wud thank me for for always being there for u, for never failing to lend a listening ear or valuable advice. noticed how i nv seem to tell you'll that? maybe its cos to you'll, i'm jus a problem-free, happy-go-lucky, inmature little girl. let me tell you'll this. I'M NOT! argh. this period of time has been one of e worst for me. n all of you aren't making it any better. in fact, its getting worse. u being upset n angry n pissed n irritated or whatsoever does not mean evryone else has to be! i will alwaes be there for u. to talk to u, to listen to u. to put in my two pennies worth. but that doesn't mean i'm expected to be solemn lyk all of you!!!!
haiz. that isn't all my anger off. in fact thats barely much. i really hope someone wud be able to go this sat with me. thn we'll go to e beach n so i can scream my lungs out there. i really need that.
anywaes.
jia lun hey dearr! thanx SO much for ur leta ks. hahas. i'll try my best to do a nice one for u by friday k? no guarantee tho. hahas. anywaes. seeya ard skool! takkaire! (:
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Friday, January 09, 2004
You are like majority of the people in today's
society. You probably like the latest trends,
but not because they are considered cool; just
because you like them. Continue being you,
people like you for it.
A Deeper Look Inside Yourself (with pics)
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yay! finally back in e blogging business.
nothing much happened since e last time i blogged. other than cca fair n auditions.
cca fair
jus sat ard. nothing much. played some hockey too. yea. nothing much.
cca auditions
i suppose e response was quite good. yea. n e thing is, all of them are good!!!! yea. so was tough choosing lah. thn we kinda were quite biased n all. oops? but e final decision was still e tchr's. so yea.
todae had e stupid fuzhuduben test. think i'll get less than 10 marks upon 50. or maybe even less than 5. heehee. ohwells.
watched freewilly jus now! whee~! the show RAWKS! hahas. yea. quite sad story lah. but really touching. e song was nice too. tho stupid channel 5 cut off e song at e last part. damn.
chinese new year's coming! haiz. not really excited.
oh yah! went for uncle ivor n auntie amy's anniversary.
e food was REALLY SUPER DUPER good! hahas. buffet. 60bucks per person i heard. thn had magician. was really entertaining. thn had music. n some ppple danced! was really fun. thn uncle got drunk n started shouting stuff. was really funny. hahas. yea.
gotta go already. tatas! (:
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Friday, January 02, 2004
Night Fairy
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Which Fairy are you?(for anyone many out comes)
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Birds Chirping: Sweet and mellow, you are the
familiar and pleasant sound of birds chirping.
You are very down to earth and love the
outdoors. You show a love for simple things,
like the quiet whisper of the wind and the
crackling of the fire. You make people feel
secure and are a great friend. (please rate my
quiz)
What Sound Are You?
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Time In A Bottle - jim croce
If i could save time in a bottle
The first thing that i'd like to do
Is to save every day
Till eternity passes away
Just to spend them with you
If i could make days last forever
If words could make wishes come true
I'd save every day like a treasure and then,
Again, i would spend them with you
But there never seems to be enough time
To do the things you want to do
Once you find them
I've looked around enough to know
That you're the one i want to go
Through time with
If i had a box just for wishes
And dreams that had never come true
The box would be empty
Except for the memory
Of how they were answered by you
But there never seems to be enough time
To do the things you want to do
Once you find them
I've looked around enough to know
That you're the one i want to go
Through time with
first day of school!
it was okae lah. new class. no lessons. yeah. nothing much to say lah.
tomms got cca fair! i supposedly got duty thruout frm 8-12. or shud i sae 7.30-12.30. yepps.
anywaes. monday got voting for house captain n all! yea. hahas. plus monday still haf no lessons! whee~! hahas.
haiz... nth to blog already. ohwells. tata!
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