Tuesday, June 29, 2004
these two days haven't been going well.
especially yesterday.
today was much better. BUT still bad.
yesterday
woke up early in the morning.
lugged BAGS of stuff to school.
then started school. blahblah.
and someone told me bout the science test.
which was TOMORROW.
i didn't have any notes.
i probably wouldn't be home by bout 10.
AND it was biology and chemistry.
went back to class.
we had our lucky pick for seats.
me and janice were the last two.
so we each took a paper at random.
she got seated at the back.
and me ? ....right in front.
GREAT.jus what i needed to start the term.
and i'm sitting next to kelly.
and the place where the teacher LOVES to meddle with my things. argh.
so then practised hockey during recess.
had to go halfway to get the jerseys.
and go round giving out excuse slips.
then left class at noon.
JERSEY PROBLEM. me and others.
had to get my mum to send my jersey.
and my science notes along with it.
so took equipment and went down to NTU.
after warmup and drills and whatever
we rested and waited for regent sec.
BUT. they didn't show. walkover.
they wasted our time and all.
but they claim they didn't get the notice.
so there might be a re-match.
we used the pitch for our own practice.
played a match between ourselves.
it was a horrid match.
i got scolded and maligned by the coach.
not to mention i screwed up. fell. blah.
left at 4.30.
went for NATs training at delta.
it was weights today.
so it was quite okay.
mood brightened up a little.
went for dinner after that.
had kway chap. yummy !
then cabbed home.
this summarises my horrid first day.
note : SUMMARISES.
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today was much better.
but still not that nice.
had 6 out of 10 free periods.
so was quite slack.
plus science test is postponed.
they told us one hour before the test.
that gives me more time.
and higher expectations i suppose.
got back history paper.
surprise surprise. i failed.
thats right. F-A-I-L-E-D.
it should not come too much a shock.
my history has always been terrible.
but the stress is coming to me.
the pressure to maintain my grades.
for hockey. for my parents.
and most importantly...
for myself.
ALOT of people said i'm darker.
i think at least ten and counting.
over one day and i've tanned so much.
it all started with vanessa.
and even limfangteng said so.
and all my seniors. and blahblah.
guess maybe i'd finally use sunblock.
maybe. just maybe.
there's home economics test tomms.
though there's no art.
nice mr foo decided not to set one.
but i haven't completed the homework.
think i'd better go off now.
Sunday, June 27, 2004
ripped this off jeanette's blog.
hope you don't mind ! (:
its really sweet.
and definitely thought-provoking.
What does love mean? A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think:
1) "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love."
Rebecca - age 8
2) "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You know that your name is safe in their mouth."
Billy - age 4
3) "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."
Karl - age 5
4) "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs."
Chrissy - age 6
5) "Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."
Terri - age 4
6) "Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."
Danny - age 7
7) "Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss."
Emily - age 8
8) "Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen,"
Bobby - age 7
9) "If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate."
Nikka - age 6
10) "There are two kinds of love. Our love. God's love. But God makes both kinds of them."
Jenny - age 8
11) "Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, and then he wears it every day."
Noelle - age 7
12) "Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well."
Tommy - age 6
13) "During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore."
Cindy - age 8
14) "My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night."
Clare - age 6
15) "Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken."
Elaine-age 5
16) "Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford."
Chris - age 7
17) "Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day."
Mary Ann - age 4
18) "I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones."
Lauren - age 4
19) "When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you."
Karen - age 7
20) "Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross."
Mark - age 6
21) "You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget."
Jessica - age 8
22) And the final one: Author and lecturer Leo Buscaglia once talked about a contest he was asked to judge. The purpose of the contest was to find the most caring child. The winner was a four-year-old child whose next door neighbor was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife. On seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there. When his Mother asked him what he had said to the neighbor, the little boy said, "Nothing, I just helped him cry."
Saturday, June 26, 2004
had nats training early this morning.
was quite okay i suppose.
i think we're fitting in already.
so...everything's working out better.
got drenched in water after that.
and hit by flying bottlecaps.
lunched at the hawker centre.
with wanting,jingyu,meixian,rui and teresa.
teresa left for her tuition.
the rest of us headed down to peninsula plaza.
shopped for hockey stuff.
i bought new shinguards ! adidas. (:
went back to delta.watched the match.
combined school vs police
police thrashed the combined school.
but they were really good !
okay. made up of mostly U21 people.
went home after that.
school's starting in less than 2 days.
SO much isn't done. great.
and they jus changed the english paper !
THANKS ALOT. ):
off to watch my tv show !
one on the illusionist.
its jus so darn cool. (:
Friday, June 25, 2004
there's only two reasons i'm here SO early.
one : can't sleep properly due to something.
(will elaborate later on)
two : my freaking tv's gone mad.
so i've got nothing else to do.
something. SOMETHING.
the thing i so regret doing yesterday.
-drumrolls- (byebye pretty earlobes)
thats right. I PIERCED MY EARS.
it probably will come as a surprise to many.
cos i did once say i won't pierce my ears.
i was more or less...forced. by LI MEIXIAN.
thing is, she even paid for me !
anyway whats done is done.
and i couldn't sleep properly.
cos i didn't know how 'used' me ears were.
until i had metal things sticking outta them.
okay. enough of pretty-earlobes-no-more.
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yesterday
met jingyu and meixian at mos at noon.
ate at the hawker centre instead.
ate bah kut teh ! and pig's trotters !
okay. it was yummilicious !
then rui came saying her shoes were stolen.
so we went to shop for her shoes.
and mine too in the meantime.
we both spotted the same few pairs of shoes.
but since none of them had her size...
i'm gonna buy them ! (:
but i've gotta wait for my mum.
so anyway, after that we went to the stall
where i was forced to do you-know-what.
then we went off to yck station.
met teresa and we walked to nyp.
had a friendly match with northland.
they're OBVIOUSLY out to see our standard.
they didn't put out their best players.
and they're really REALLY sore bout 4aside.
no sportmanship i say...
so i screwed up this match. whats new.
so on the whole we beat them 7-0.
and i got lectured by the coach AGAIN.
bout how i'm responsible for everything.
when the team doesn't listen...
its my fault.
when the team doesn't do things right...
its my fault.
when the team screws up...
its my fault.
when someone is outcasted...
its my fault.
EVERYTHING...
is my fault.
just because i am the captain
and no one wants to listen.
thn went down to delta.
i had to squeeze in dahlia's car.
along with limin, xinni, ivy and vinnie.
while the rest comfortably cabbed down.
had training and match with U21.
i probably only did one or two good tackles.
there's this 'war' going on.
between me and xinni that is.
bottlecaps. scares. what else...
and the worse thing is, i got played out.
ohwells. next time its gonna be different.
MUAHAHAS. (:
went for supper after training.
atikah and amirah joined us.
yes. our dear 'tan-yas' [?]
well i got the pronunciation correct anyhow.
i think everyone at the hawker centre hates us?
at first ivy went to 'kick' teresa and i.
so we naturally screamed.
then the stall auntie scolded us.
then teresa got scolded afew more times ?
even amirah got scolded for sitting down.
so bussed back home after that.
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today's gonna be another day home. yayee ! (:
but realised that i still got ALOT of homework.
i totally forgot about the darn jianbao !
and not to mention the undone projects.
AND incomplete test papers and art work.
AND upcoming tests that haven't been studied for.
AND the competition i'm starting to freak out about !
andAND the darn jerseys and skirts.
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
have a new photo album !
and deleted one too. yups.
and i added music to my blog too !
comments ?
another day spent at home.
mum woke me up early in the morning.
made me think that today was thursday.
so thought i was late for the workshop.
and thought i had training and all that stuff.
only after a while i realised it was wednesday.
had to run after my mum.
so that i had dinner tonight.
slept for afew more hours in peace.
finally woke up and had to get my own lunch.
so cooked up macaroni and fried an egg.
then the rest of the day : rotting.
how awfully nice !
i jus love a slack day like this.
for one, i don't have to get out in the sun.
not that i don't like it.
i love it in fact. BUT.
i definitely don't need a darker tan.
and i already do get as much sun needed.
the monitor workshop thang is cancelled !
hurray ! yayee ! whee ! (:
but gonna meet rui and meixian earlier tomms.
maybe i'll cut my hair or something.
but meixian's getting her ears pierced !
then it'll be 5 continuous hours of training.
the friendly tomms with northland's getting to me.
i even had a nightmare last night about it.
and it imagine its only a friendly match.
ohwells. jus hope everything turns out fine.
all the projects are getting to me.
teacher's chasing us already.
and totally nothing done.
how utterly GREAT. argh.
better do something about it.
which reminds me.
i have bout 5 tests next week !
science (bio AND chem)
english literature (the pearl)
art (the 6 artists)
higher chinese (shui hu zhuan)
home econs (theory paper)
think i missed out on something. pray not.
and WOW. i haven't started on any.
hm. for some unknown reason,
i broke down last night.
and suicide actually was an option?
i don't know whats gotten into me.
i don't think i wanna know either.
Tuesday, June 22, 2004
am quite bored...
starting to freak out.
science project. ipw project.
and i though preojects were over last term.
apparently my group got into the semis.
for ipw that is. eeks !
and we haven't started for science.
anyways. i've uploaded more photos.
under the cheese ! album.
and there's more to come.
clarity's sending some to me now.
nights world ! (:
The sun woke me up real early
it's a beautiful morn
'cause i'm going down to the river to be reborn
Now me and jesus did some heavy talking last night
So i'm going down to be dipped
and come up walking in the light
finally. a day at home.
a full 24 hours without leaving.
this feels so great.
i've been so caught up in trainings.
totally no free time whatsoever.
so don't think i'm crazy wanting to be home.
now with all this lil time left.
i've gotta complete the darn homework.
i've only completed the hcl paper.
thats like... one out of ALOT.
which is jus plain pathetic.
i really could use all the help i can get.
tomorrow's gonna be another day at home !
hopefully. if my mum doesn't drag me out.
and after that is no more free time.
in other words. i won't be seen here much.
so excuse the lesser updates and stuff.
had nats training yesterday. did weights.
it was... tough. not to mention really HEAVY.
but on the whole it was quite fun.
then after that played this game.
we had to jog around first in two groups.
we had to grab cones when the whistle was blown.
three would not get any cones.
then they had to shout "I LOVE YOU !"
and then kiss the goalpost.
teresa and rui both got caught.
it was quite funny actually.
there's a friendly match with northland.
immediately after that is nats training.
so nice nice dahlia is gonna pay for our cabfare.
cos she's fetching the northland people.
so in order to be fair. she offered ! (:
northland is gonna 'use' us to select their team.
in other words we shouldn't go all out. hm.
think i've been kinda playful lately.
which isn't exactly too good i guess.
but even so i don't think SOMEONE
has the right to lecture me or anything.
okay fine. so i should have self-limitations.
but you're not any better okay.
okay shit. i'm starting my bad habit again.
Sunday, June 20, 2004
haven't touched the computer in a couple of days.
mum went to redo the whole computer again.
its better now i suppose. cos its new !
its faster. the screen's bigger.
but all my data's gone ! argh.
so gotta reload everything.
well at least the sound system's back.
okay. can't remember what i did yesterday.
so here's my day today....
its been a really busy one for me !
met moses, terrance, jonathan, george and kris.
played badminton at some place.
was treated to soybeanmilk, corn and beancurd !
so after that we went for mass together.
the priest's sermon was pretty good.
at least it made ALOT of sense.
went for lunch with moses, kris and terrance.
ate at sakae sushi ! yumyum.
talked and chatted alot. ate alot too.
moses covered half the bill !
and the rest was split amongst us three.
so it was ten bucks per person.
thats still ALOT okay. but yummy. (:
went back after that.
had piano lesson.
managed to plead my way out of having oral.
lesson was cut short.
after that i rushed down with rui to delta.
the match was REALLY exciting.
even dahlia said she saw us jumping in our seats.
jansenites won. in extra time.
two yellow cards were given in today's match.
so after that we fooled around abit.
rui went home earlier.
then meixian pleaded me to stay.
so made her do some stuff and all. HAHA.
so went for dinner with some src people.
they're quite nice i guess.
cabbed home after that.
i guess you could say my day's well spent.
and there's training early tomorrow.
not to mention training at night again.
luckily my week ahead ain't that busy.
i've got bout three days free.
hopefully nothing pops up.
cos i desperetely need to get down to work.
Thursday, June 17, 2004
oh great. dad jus came home.
anyway its been a REALLY tiring day.
early in the morning was in the chalet.
slept on the floor last night.
wait. did i jus say sleep ? HM.
so went out to the beach at bout 6am.
went to witness the sunrise with jenny and fiona.
its quite a beautiful sight.
jus maybe it isn't as nice as those in shows.
so left the chalet at bout 8 with amelia.
trained down all the way to yck.
went to nyp for pitch training.
lugged my super heavy bag all the way.
so had 'light' training today.
went home immediately after that.
came home and took a bath.
fell right to sleep after that.
was woken up by my mum for lunch halfway.
after that i went back to sleep.
was suppsed to meet rui at 3.45pm.
but i totally overslept.
she was already there and i was still sleeping.
got up and rushed there.
bussed down to delta for NATs training.
only had friendly match with crescents.
think i kinda screwed up.
but there wasn't much to do in my position.
dahlia talked to us after that.
think what she said was quite true.
think i had better be more serious.
and not take her leniancy[?] for granted.
went for dinner after that.
with the st nicks people (w/o teresa) and amina.
ate char siew rice and ice kachang. yums !
started playing truth or dare.
was played on limin, xinni, ivy and vanessa.
especially limin. think it was quite mean.
i'm feeling kinda guilty now.
think i always do when it comes to such stuff.
bussed home after that.
think i'm quite shagged.
training AGAIN tommorrow.
when school reopens i wonder how i'll survive.
training almost every single day.
plus the journey time, and tests, and work.
someone jus shoot me ! bang!
oh yeah ! the taxi ride !
after training yesterday i went to j8.
had dinner there with afew others.
walked around for a while after that.
then cabbed down to pasir ris.
the taxi driver is SO nice ! (:
all the way he was talking to me.
switching subjects all the time.
from hockey to guiness world records to death (and stupidity) to life and moral teachings and other stuff.
thing is, he was darn right.
he made ALOT of sense.
which made me kinda think about stuff.
the cab fare was $13.30.
but he only charged me $12.
he even said "take care dear !".
HAHA. okay. but he's really very nice.
okay. i know.
a BIG hoo-ha about a cab ride.
think i'd better go get some rest.
bye world ! nights. (:
Wednesday, June 16, 2004
I see stars above me
But the sky is bare
When will i catch the sunrise?
I could wear it anywhere
i'm halfway through chalet-ing.
came home.the rest are having fun at escape.
the hockey match jus HAS to clash. darn.
going back after the match later.
so far it has been quite okay.
jenny's dad sent wanyin me and fiona there.
we dropped our bags at the counter first.
only to realise its the wrong chalet.
and we had to walk such a LONG way.
it was scorching hot and we were pissed.
so went to the chalet and started gambling.
i actually won bout one dollar. (:
it sounds pathetic.
but playing with bets of 10/20 cents...
its VERY good already.
then some of them went to buy bbq stuff.
they came back and we started the fire.
we managed to start three lil fires.
BUT. it wasn't good enough.
so some guy came to help us start it.
started cooking and stuff.
i was the chef !
it was really hot but quite fun.
and i'm very proud of my mutton satay !
cos it was tender and jus right. (:
after that the rest went up.
leaving me and lorraine.
we roasted marshmellows. otak caught fire.
and we cleaned up the whole place.
it was hot. but really fun ! (:
then jan came down and we had 'games'.
that REALLY got me cracking.
"HELLO WORLD !" HAHA. -winks-
so didn't sleep the whole night through.
wanted to watch soccer but our tv didn't show.
timothy was only afew blks away.
so we asked him to keep updating us of the score.
we wanted to take alcohol. but didnt'.
timothy and frens drank and got drunk.
i only got a little bit.
from red grape sparkling juice. hm.
missed the darn sunrise when everyone else went.
they supposedly didn't wanna wake me up.
so i MUST see it tomms morning.
can't wait to go back later.
and stay up the whole night again.
jus having lotsa fun and laughter. (:
Monday, June 14, 2004
Shoulder to the wheel
For someone else's selfish gain
Here there is no choosing
Working the clay
Wearing their anger like a ball and chain.
Fire in the field
Underneath a blazing sun
But soon the sun was faded
And freedom was a song
I heard them singing when the day was done
Singing to the holy one.
cc2 camp
day one
met in church in the morning.
administrative stuff then to the campsite.
played double whacko for icebreakers.
for one, i think i helped people alot.
so went to our dorms and stuff.
then had games session after that.
played captain's ball ! girls vs guys.
it was a rough match. but fun i guess. (:
i injured my finger though. it swelled.
had some spiritual session at night.
i kinda like it. last year too.
cos it gives me alot of time to think.
afew people got slained. eeks.
teachers prayed over me twice ? wonder why.
day two
was wished for my birthday !
had morning sing-along first.
was sabo-ed by jenn to go onstage to dance.
while i was up there shermaine fainted.
it was REALLY scary. flat on her face.
then sang birthday song and stuff.
was treated to rambutans by paul.
teresa and i went off for training.
went back to camp at slightly past two.
watched a video of everyone's photos.
then teresa and i went to shower.
went back to the hall. wrote letters.
mine were really short.
so i spent quite some time stoning.
after dinner we went to catholic high.
met our parents and had mass.
some people got really emotional.
had a really squeezy bus ride back.
crapped alot. made alot of noise.
day three
had breakfast. last session.
and played charades.
got sabo-ed to go up to act.
then had praise and worship.
which was really nice. (:
went for lunch with my class after that.
we went to pizza hut after much 'discussion'.
got treated by the guys to practically everything.
after that i went to delta to watch the src match.
went for dinner together after that. home.
in all i think i enjoyed the camp.
ALOT of nonsense and things went on.
but it was fun i suppose ! (:
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today was a nice day.
went for training in the morning.
was at nyp. had pitch training.
played matches. got soaked by the spray.
went to j8 after that.
had lunch and went straight to delta.
had NATs training. was quite okay.
went for dessert after that.
then bus-ed home. thats bout it.
class chalet tomms.
weird. i ain't looking forward to it.
however, everyone else seems to.
maybe i'm jus too tired or somethin.
i haven't even touched my homework.
lets see... 13 more days. eeks.
thats jus like my death deadline.
Sunday, June 13, 2004
back from camp ! at long last.
camp was in general...nice. (:
think i'll update tomms.
for now, i jus wanna thank everyone.
thanks for all your wishes.
i was away at camp on that day.
so sorry if i didn't reply your msges yeh?
but thanks anyways. loveyouall ! (:
Thursday, June 10, 2004
Some things you never get used to
It's the same routine
of getting up every morning
And putting on a smile
But underneath there's another person
Who can't find a reason
to make living worthwhile
Ah, another day to get through
Without the love that once was mine
Sometimes i think my heartaches
come to an end
And then something brings them
all back again
its been a really long day.
woke up early at around 7.
jenny's dad came to fetch me.
went to amk station to meet wei and lorraine.
made our way to the science center.
had breakfast at macs there.
then went for the course.
today's one wasn't as interesting.
but nevertheless, fascinating.
for lunch we went to kfc.
couldn't finish the coleslaw.
so played the guess number game again.
went back for the class again.
it ended earlier today.
so while the rest went to IMM
lorraine and i went to popular.
we walked around.
we found two very suspicious girls.
lorraine claimed to seeing them shoplift.
we tailed them for a while.
they were acting really suspicious.
but we only saw them switching stuff.
not exactly stealing really.
so we left. took opposite trains.
met rui,meixian,teresa and jingyu at redhill.
walked to delta for NATs training.
i didn't train though.
i still could feel the coleslaw in my tummy.
so i sat aside while the rest trained.
they had a match with the under21.
wanting came to sit with me.
she's really funny !
she laughs for no reason.
and makes cute and funny remarks.
thn she jus suddenly said something
and said i couldn't tell anyone.
cos the rest doesn't and cannot know.
so i was like...okay ?
anyways after that i was kinda hyper.
but no one seemed to really bother bout me.
so i kept quiet the rest of the way home.
its my last entry for the next 3-4 days.
or maybe even for the next whole week.
going off for my church camp tomms.
i jus dread it. :/
good thing i can be let off on saturday.
if not i think i'll jus die in there.
plus its gonna be a tough day to get by.
not that anyone can understand anyhow.
btw, i've put up my sentosa album already !
goodbye. (:
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
happy birthday geraldine !
i've ran out of places
and friendly faces
because i had to be free
i've been to paradise
but i've never been to me
life is jus like a game.
a game of survivor.
its as though everyone's jus playing.
or at least to me it seems so.
spent a whole day at science center.
i think the stuff there's pretty cool !
played around alot.
for lunch, we played guess the number game.
with jan,wanyin,amy,xinjin,amelia,lorraine,jenny,yiwei.
losers had to eat the concoction of sauces and stuff.
then during the break we fooled around.
ended up playing at the water fountain.
we jus ran around in the fountain.
it was so fun ! and not to mention wet. (:
the course is actually fun too !
looking forward to the experiments tomms.
had dinner at causeway point at yoshinoya.
walked home with jenny from amk station.
talked and analysed on the way.
came back to the 'empty' house.
there's NATs training tomms.
i'm not exactly looking forward to it.
except for my 4 IDOLS !
okay. back to hyper-ing again.
its gonna be a LONG day tomms.
plus i haven't packed my stuff for camp.
dad's nagging. nights.
Tuesday, June 08, 2004
no song today.
was too impatient.
had NATs training yesterday.
was put to play as a right back.
it was kinda awkward.
i've been a left player all my hockey years.
ohwells. gotta adapt i guess.
training was exhausting.
and i went totally crazy.
i have adopted 4 new idols ! HAHA.
okay. its more outta fun then anything.
but no one's gonna guess who my idols are.
a whole day out today !
went to sentosa with pqs minus lorraine.
the weather was kinda hot.
met at amk station then went to habourfront.
'shopped' abit at world trade center.
bought the package for cablecar + underwater world + dolphin lagoon for the price of only $14 !
so we all were quite broke after that.
so we took the cable car. nice !
then we took the monorail to the dolphin lagoon.
the dolphin's are CUTE and SMART ! (:
then went to the underwater world.
i simple love the touch pool ! starfish !
some guy went to squeeze the pufferfish.
and even took it out of the water ! madman.
so we walked around.
went on the travelator thang for 3 times !
i'm simply fascinated by jellyfish.
there was an ad on the MRT bout jelly fish :
heartbroken? your partner isn't the only heartless and spineless one.
i think its darn witty and funny.
there was one about the pink dolphins.
can't remember. but its hilarious.
after those nice visits we went to siloso beach.
started building a star sandcastle !
it turned out quite nice. (:
then we played beach volleyball for a while.
decided to go home after that.
everyone was shagged on the way back.
all so 'dead' and quiet.
so... i was kinda bored.
walked home with rui from amk station.
bought a drink from 7-11.
went home and had dinner.
took quite a number of photos today !
haven't finished uploading them yet.
but it'll be up soon ! (:
had funfunFUN today. (:
its nice being a tourist.
and the surprising thing is,
i actually learned ALOT today.
like about stingrays, jellyfish, dolphins and blah !
all the nice and interesting facts.
so today was a pretty good outing i guess.
have some DNA workshop tomms.
so gonna skip training for it. darn.
to end off... i've got an interesting fact !
( well. lame. but still interesting. )
from amk station to raffles place,
guess which two stations are the furthest apart...?
nights. (:
Monday, June 07, 2004
Is it question of commitment
Or a matter of faith
That is dictating how we feel
When you don't know if you have it
But you don't want to wait
To see the face of your ideal
If it's happening you'll know it
Love won't come knocking at your door
If it's happening you'll know it
You won't be searching anymore
jus back from training and lunch.
no coach today. so nothing much.
jus started getting all hyper.
told some joke i made up on the way ?
okay. its REALLY lame.
but i don't know whats gotten into me.
i jus laughed alot today. bizzare.
but i'm kinda half-awake ?
i clipped my nails last night.
and wow. i missed one.
and i only realised it after training.
and i almost got down at the wrong stop.
everything's just a blur.
good thing is, i'm still happy ! (:
gonna have piano soon. eeks.
then meeting rui jingyu,meixian at amk station.
going for nats training.
-
yesterday
slacked a whole day at home.
then met cheryl at amk station.
she was really late. hmph.
anyways. we made our way to serangoon.
on the bus we jus hyped up.
so called SOMEONE. hahas.
fooled around. ate. then we went to sfx.
the concert was pretty alright.
but the filipino choir was darn good !
especially when they sang the longest time !
and when they sang the circle of life too !
they imitated every animal sound !
then waited super long for my brother.
thats when i started to hype down.
after that we went for supper.
things started to get scary. -looks at cheryl-
lotsa stuff happened. i guess.
then cabbed home.
under my block someone was possessed.
i jus grabbed my brother when i saw.
it was freaky okay !
couldn't sleep when i came home.
for some unknown reason.
one thing about sfx concerts
is that something always triggers there.
since the last concert. december 7.
half a year has passed.
and so many things have happened and changed.
and somehow its all coming back.
i don't want it to... go away !
evil feelings. evil thoughts.
probably only cheryl knows what i'm talking bout.
-
cheryl : you owe me BIG time okay. i totally sacrificed jus to stay there ? yups. and don't cry. it ain't worth it. and guess what. i suddenly feel as though all the things i felt six months ago is all coming back. i don't want them to. it jus spells misery. anyhow. `iloveyou ! (:
yeh. and (un)happy 6 months !
hector : hey ! doubt you'll read this ? but anyway, jus wanna say thanks ALOT for the pressie ! its really cute ! ahhhh ! i know i wasn't supposed to open it as yet. but i couldn't help it. andandAND. you've gotta keep your deal k ? (:
shizhen : hey ! are you feeling alright ? yeah. you didn't seem to happy at supper. anyway sorry for the teasing ? but you had your fair share of it right ? whatever it is. cheer up yeh ? (:
Saturday, June 05, 2004
Broken dreams and promises
Gotta be much more than this
I don't have to compromise
Been around enough to know
When it's time to let it go
Do I have to say goodbye?
Let me make it clear to you
Only one thing left to do
You'd better understand
'Cause every word is true
went for ms rockey's wedding today !
she was so pretty and all.
the 'kiss' was disappointing though.
cos it was only a peck on the cheek.
but on the whole it was quite nice.
went off to northpoint with puritians.
janice,wanyin,lorraine,alina,jiening,fiona,jenny.
had yoshinoya. then jenny left.
the rest of us went to cine.
watched the day after tommorow !
the show was really nice !
thrilling, exciting, even touching.
but the whole atmosphere was destroyed.
cos coming to the end of the movie,
the power was cut off.
so there was a breakoff.
totally spoilt the effect and stuff.
but it got back on after a while.
i suppose the ending could have been a lil better.
but it was alright ! good in fact.
we all then went home.
dad picked me up.
went to church after that.
i'm getting more excited bout the class chalet.
the fun, laughter and even bitching we're gonna have.
jus can't wait. (:
gonna sleep in late tomms.
then going to the sfx concert at night.
suddenly i jus don't wanna go. ohwells.
one week of the hols have passed.
three more weeks to go.
and i haven't touched my homework.
changed my template !
courtesy of ms lorraine koh.
thanks dear ! (:
i chose the picture myself.
and it so happened jan did too ?
too coincidental. its freaky. HAHA.
playing around with the colors of the tag.
suggestions are welcomed !
Thursday, June 03, 2004
It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye
And tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion
When you start to cry
I can't let you see
What you mean to me
When my hands are tied
And my hearts not free
will keep this entry short.
i'm tired and mum's sleeping.
has been a long day.
was woken up at early 8 by dear rui.
headed to amk station at noon.
met meixian and teresa.
then we headed to plaza sing.
didn't watch a movie in the end.
so ate at BK and walked around.
we played with all the toys there.
looking childish but having fun ! (:
made our way to delta.
watched the SRC match.
they thrased ACJC.
jessica, teresa, rui and i were BAD girls.
we were poking fun at people ?
cracked alot of jokes. HAHA.
had national training after that.
did some endurance test first.
i got to level 8/5 ! feel accomplished. (:
then did basics and some exercise.
and played a match.
made friends with our 'enemies'.
they're nice. jus look intimidating.
can't remember their names still though. hm.
apparently we all got through.
training's pretty regular.
and we have sports insurance too.
went home after that.
i'm not tired. but jus kinda blur ?
like as though i don't know whats going on.
maybe a good long sleep will do the trick.
nights. (:
Wednesday, June 02, 2004
I know I've made some big mistakes
I learned the hardest lessons that await
So adios to foolish pride
I've got nothing left to hide
I stand here open wide
another lazing day home.
ate alot today i guess.
set up a class forum !
so to all twopuritians`04 !
check it out here !
its under my links too. (:
so go chat there yeh ?
strictly for twopuritians`04 ONLY.
visitors are welcome of course.
jus no anonymous entries k.
NATs selections tomms.
meeting up with teresa and rui first.
and maybe jessalynn.
class chalet soon !
how exciting ! (:
had a weird dream again.
shall update on it tomms.
I know I've made some big mistakes
I learned the hardest lessons that await
So adios to foolish pride
I've got nothing left to hide
I stand here open wide
another lazing day home.
ate alot today i guess.
set up a class forum !
so to all twopuritians`04 !
check it out here !
its under my links too. (:
so go chat there yeh ?
strictly for twopuritians`04 ONLY.
visitors are welcome of course.
jus no anonymous entries k.
NATs selections tomms.
meeting up with teresa and rui first.
and maybe jessalynn.
class chalet soon !
how exciting ! (:
Tuesday, June 01, 2004
Feel like I'm a little girl
Best thing in the whole wide world
Is I can see the makings of a memory
I remember how it used to be
Well I'm still dreaming...
Cos I dream of simple things
I can believe in
Like the feeling this day brings
True love and the miracle of forgiving
I believe in simple things
spent a whole day home. bored.
but was down with a headache.
rui called. she's down with the flu.
our deduction : meixian's house.
HAHAS. okay. no offence yeh mei ? (:
wanted to go to the park with rui.
but since we both weren't feeling well...
so ended up lazing around at home.
maybe we'll go to the park tomms.
ate this YUMMILICIOUS cake today ! -slurps-
dad brought it home last night.
there's still a few more pieces in the fridge.
hopefully it won't be devoured on too soon.
its so... heavenly ! (:
from goodwill park hotel if i'm not wrong.
class chalet has been booked !
from the 15-17 of april.
can't wait. twopurity`04 ! (:
and then there's ms rockey's wedding of 5th june.
gonna see everyone dressed up.
probably in skirts too ?
will take lotsa pictures !
and time their kiss too. HAHAS.
its getting nearer to the church camp.
don't think i'm looking forward to it.
its gonna be pretty... boring i guess.
not to mention how untimely it is.
and the activities involve parents.
DRATS. camp jus irks me.
btw. gonna put up a new album soon. (:
was supposed to go to watch a midnight movie.
BUT. all cos of my dear brother.
whats new... he ain't home.
so staying home to watch the wedding planner !
at 10pm on channel 5.
sounds like i'm advertising...
