Monday, September 26, 2005
4 more days to eoys.
and what have i completed studying ?
well, nothing at all.
i've started on chem,
a little on A maths,
one chapter of social studies,
a wee bit on physics.
thats about it.
which means, i'm running out of time.
but strangely, i'm not really panicky. YET.
anyhow the lunch on saturday was nice.
and what some of them said made me think alot.
the same old line : decisions decisions.
went to church on sunday.
then studied at BK till 630 after that?
feel quite accomplished la.
i think she's one person i can study with.
and i passed my CME exam !
or at least i already hit the passing mark. haha.
and oral today was... so informal for me.
it was as though i was talking nonsense to a friend.
maybe cos the teacher was ms rockey. haha.
Friday, September 23, 2005
colour awards today !
after a year, you still look SO good.
haha okay that was...weird.
anyway it pretty alright la.
other than the fact i was bored to death,
being seperated from the others.
my only form of entertainment was the northland guy, sabri is it ? who hardly remained silent. haha.
anyhow, have blisters on my back-ankles. OUCH.
yesterday was a pretty good day too.
normal day of school, with some funny concert ending it.
then studied with jenny at xiaojia's house.
studied till quite late at night ?
didnt' really do much work actually.
but well, at least i did something.
i'm NOT getting exam jitters.
and i think thats quite bad.
cos, i'm not studying !
even when i know i should,
i jus don't. ahwell.
under16 training tomorrow !
then followed by lunch at seoul garden.
with the combined schools elite team !
yayee ! we're getting a treat from dahlia.
can't wait. yumyum.
okay, honest question that needs an honest answer,
have i put on alot of weight ?
cos seriously, people have been saying that.
Sunday, September 18, 2005
church in the morning,
nice lunch with christine,
funny korean show for two hours,
yummy dinner at my grandma's,
super touching last minute one tree hill scene,
quite boring soccer match, manutd against liverpool,
un-understood and short chinese revision.
yup. thats my day.
didnt study much.
prepared to fail tuesday's chinese test.
gonna prepare more for eoys.
shan't bother about the test la.
colours award this friday.
i can't collect team award
cos i'm taking individual.
thats sad, i like taking the team award.
ohwell. give and take i guess.
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i'm missing you, you know that ?
i'm missing every single moment we spent together, you know that ?
i never not loved you.
maybe i never did let go after all.
Saturday, September 17, 2005
mm. a rather good day today.
woke up and went for nats u16 training.
quite simple training la.
warmed-up, some ballwork then nordin came.
he was late and came without any balls.
so we borrowed from the guys side.
then he grouped us and played possession hockey.
it was quite hilarious la. haha.
then nordin teamed us up and we played a game.
a full game, two halves. 0-0. haha.
it was kinda like 16year olds against the rest.
then ivy,xinni,tracy,jingyu,meixian and i went for lunch.
went to some place called 'stop'.
what a bad lunch. really.
its no wonder that place is closing down.
service wasn't good, food was bad, portion was pathetic.
and it was quite expensive for that little food.
and worse still, the woman spilled drinks on ivy.
and there were glass shatters everywhere.
haha. but had quite afew jokes there la.
came home, had a good shower.
then studied a little for the chinese test.
slept till 445. got up to watch movie.
watched 'meet the fockers' on dvd. quite nice la.
then i've been slacking till now. ohwell.
better get to work soon.
Friday, September 16, 2005
been training three days in a row already.
and its gonna be the fourth day tomorrow.
school training on wed,
under21 nats training last night,
and school training again today.
well, i'd say one bad day leads to another.
jus like how one good day leads to another.
and unfortunately, i've been having bad days.
but they're getting better. i hope.
exams in 2weeks time.
i haven't started anything at all.
and i do mean NOTHING.
not a word, not a chapter, not a subject.
and if you work it out,
i've gotta squeeze a whole subject's revision in one day if i still wanna make it for eoys.
haha, what a joke.
lets jus hope for the best now.
i'm not in the mood to study.
so i doubt i would. ohwell.
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
i finally remembered why i wanted to give up my post.
its really not easy being the captain.
but i guess feeling the success of it is unbelievable.
when your team wins the tournament,
even if the team doesn't win,
the sight of your team fighting hard on the pitch,
makes all the stress and effort jus seem worthwhile afterall.
ms lim gave me a lil pep talk after training.
i guess she knows i haven't done a good job in controlling everybody, failing to dare to shout at everyone.
well i know a leader will be the most hated on the team.
but she says no successful leader is the most popular one.
to maintain discipline, i gotta make the team hate me.
well, i'm working on that.
anyway, to the juniors :
i wasn't angry today.
i jus feel its time we get together as bdiv06
and you know, train together as one.
and perhaps get more discipline in?
and i really appreciate the 'chorus apology'.
it was really nice and sweet i guess.
but please try cooperating alright ? (:
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
yesterday's social studies lesson was funny.
as usual, hardly anyone paid attention.
so she picked xinjin to answer this question,
and xinjin said she didn't bring her book.
or was it she didn't do. aiya either one.
so teresa francis chased her out of the class.
then she asked all those who didn't do to go out.
then practically the whole class stood up.
with only 2 people left sitting from my class.
it was hilarious la ! then she started lecturing.
but of cos, she couldn't send the whole class out.
so we returned to out seats standing.
and we had to finish our work STANDING.
ah whatever. combined humans ? not my bother.
anyway, she didn't come to school today.
angered sick ? haha maybe.
official training's starting tomorrow !
cos jude's supposed to be back already.
but we're only gonna train twice before breaking off.
but we'd better put it to good use.
Saturday, September 10, 2005
i'm not too happy.
1) my job attachment's over.
and i've grown emotionally attached,
to both the people and the place.
2) we lost the semi's today.
the worst part was, we lost in extra time.
we finished off the match with a 1-1 draw.
then pau got hurt and couldn't play.
so without our oh-so-important centre back,
we went into golden goal and lost.
dahlia said i played with much more confidence
when compared to the past few games.
well i guess so.
its due to the anger level,
and definitely the pressure level.
ahwell, division one is over.
how sad, i kinda like this team alot.
i'm not feeling well.
sore throat again, and a lil runny nose.
worst part is, i've injured my back.
played with an injured back today.
for some reason, it jus feels really tired.
can't stand or sit, how terrible.
SHUCKS.
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
okay i'm looking at the korea team photos.
or should i say their individual ones.
shucks, the feeling's back.
anyhow third day of job shadowing already.
i think my job's exciting.
cos i'm practically everywhere.
from simple things like sitting and watching the older people, to doing the dishes, to helping them neaten some documents to taking charge at the front desk and calling taxis and socialising with guests, to handling emergencies ! or more like go with the people to help handle them. haha.
basically, its been quite fun.
and i've made a good friend !
she's also on a 6month attachment. from poly.
a pity she wont be back anymore.
she's off the next two days. damn.
so there's no one to teach me skills for skiving.
she's always the one bringing me to sneak here and there to find both our friends who are stuck in housekeeping. haha.
the nice thing bout this job
is that i like socialising quite a bit.
i mean, it beats paper work right ?
plus i get to see smiles, and cute kids.
jus everything i'd like in a job la.
of cos i dont need to do paper work,
and thats probably really stressful.
it might be tiring and scary at times,
but i'm gonna enjoy my final two days of work.
oh yeah, and of course !
our src hockey ladies meeting yesterday.
as usual, lots of laughter, super fun.
had group activities too. haha. hilarious.
i was with mingfen, estee, audrey and suzy.
then we had karaoke too ! till like 1030pm plus ?
alot of people left already la.
but siewchin, yixin and steff jus went crazy la.
then walked out with pris and rui.
talked quite a bit. then bye.
then rui and i got pissed over stuff. haha.
ohwell.
Monday, September 05, 2005
job shadowing day one !
it was quite fun i guess.
and definitely very slack. haha.
jaime came over early in the morning.
then my dad sent us there.
went in and waited some time for the woman.
we had to change into their clothes. haha.
then we were seperated.
i went for a tour around the place first.
its such a nice nice place !
i so wanna stay there.
but its so expensive. especially the penthouse.
its like $20,000 rent per month !
thats craziness la. ah, the luxuries.
anyhow, i went to the cafe to help out.
the aunties, or 'mummies' there are nice.
all very friendly and stuff.
did some chores and the jaime came.
then we went to the playhouse.
where arcade games are completely free !
so we played daytona first.
and played time crisis. completed all levels.
of course, we had unlimited lives. haha.
then it was time for lunch !
after that we went to the stafflounge.
jus watched tv. cartoon and comedy.
we got seperated again for the rest of the day.
i got to do some writing stuff.
then went around the place with uncle sante !
we did mailing. super fun okay.
then we talked bout the weirdest things.
haha. i really enjoyed it.
then went to the front office and sat around.
the people there are hilarious i tell you.
super fun, nice, friendly and what not.
i wouldn't say i'm looking forward to tomorrow.
but i definitely am not dreading it !
plus there's src ladies dinner tomorrow.
these gatherings are always fun.
so tomorrow's gonna be a great day. (:
Sunday, September 04, 2005
well. the weekend's almost over.
yesterday was a great day.
was supposed to be down in school for the open house.
but instead, i went for national training.
cos somebody told me if i didn't go, then i can't go for MILO cup.
which i will not miss !
unless of cos i'm not selected la.
so i went for undersixteen training.
was quite light i guess.
as compared to trainings last year la.
got to know some people that i never thought i'd ever talk to.
but i suppose it ain't that bad.
so hung around after training.
cos food haven shifted away.
and it was pouring. so we stayed there.
mum picked me up and went to buy stuff.
then to jaime's place !
i ate my packet chicken rice there.
then off to play tennis !
it was my first time but it was quite alright.
after bout an hour or so,
we went off to start the fire for the bbq.
it was a tough time with the fire alright.
even though we had quite afew NPCC girls.
anyway, basically for the night,
two pits with pathetic fires,
and a pathetic amount of cooked food too.
so then we went to play tennis some more.
and home after some time.
okay it sounds boring.
but it was quite fun i guess.
you gotta be there to know it. (:
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a week of work ahead.
10 hours a day in a service apartment.
dressed up looking like an older woman.
GREAT. i'm so excited. right.
ohwell. i jus hope this job shadowing's gonna be fun and fruitful.
