Monday, December 26, 2005
the top two turn-off statements of the day :
1) "aiyo, jin pui liao ! jin swee !" - grandaunt.
which in english means, "aiyo, so fat already ! so beautiful !"
WHAT AN IRONY.
2) "i wanna see your panties !" -cousins.
WAIT, did i mention they were only aged 4 and 6?
they are almost 3 times younger than me la !
i was even part of their parents courtship
and was the flowergirl at their wedding !
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the top two joker conversations of the day :
1)
me : oh man, nick is so hot !
cousin : so what do you girls look for in guys ?
me : (rattles off bout some stuff)... cannot be too muscular but cannot be scrawny either, must be just nice.
cousin : oh, so just like me la ?
HAHA. okay maybe you dont get it.
but i'm keeping the name for pride and ego reasons.
2)
cousin : my friend thinks you can take part in 'miss 17'
me : whats that ?
cousin : i wouldnt say its a pagaent la, something like it ?
HAHA. okay i thought that was hilarious.
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the top two happenings this christmas :
1) CHRISTMAS EVE
2) CHRISTMAS DAY
everything that happened this year was jus great.
i had great fun with family and my everdearest friends. (:
i think going into details would jus bore everyone to tears.
wait. if anyone even reads the stuff here in the first place.
but whatever it is,
i seriously love christmas. (:
Sunday, December 18, 2005
I'M BACK ! (:
from the bangkok trip aka flight V- V for VOOHOO.
it was a great trip, entertaining and inspiring.
roomed with mother choo and siewmin ! (:
funny combination, super funny people.
played 3 matches altogether.
all were played on grass, and i dont really know the results.
oh, and we played mainly against guys.
those from royal bangkok sports club were threatening.
but they are damn good la !
and its super fun to play WITH them, not against.
cos i played for one half in their team.
and to them, its alright to make mistakes.
and they are SUPER encouraging, which feels good.
and also also, you can rely on them to do most of the work.
shopped quite abit too !
though failures like us took 3 over hours shopping at one level in MBK.
haha. but got quite some stuff.
i bought...
-six shirts
-one skirt
-one nice nice hat
-one customised cap
-one pair of earrings
-one pair of sneakers
and i got 4 shirts as either gifts or presents ! (:
-one from the college we played against
-one for winning the group award
-one for getting the title MISS V.
-one from mother choo !
my plane mate was cookie for the trip there
and wan ting for the trip back !
and on the trip back, i was mistaken as a small child.
like quite a number of times ! joke joke.
oh OH. i braided my hair ! jus one strand.
i think its kinda like fluorescent green, but not THAT bright la.
but i think the best part of the trip was the bond we had.
everyone mixed well with everyone else.
i think thats what made the trip so enjoyable la. (:
VOOHOO ! :D
Thursday, December 15, 2005
this past-midnight-sleeping thing has become a habit.
and thats not very good.
when school starts, i'll be dead.
so bangkok here i come !
the day's finally here.
i dont feel as excited as i should though.
maybe leaving home isnt something so new anymore.
stayed at home the WHOLE day today. like FINALLY.
i havent been able to find such a day.
where i can jus sleep till noon, lying on the couch all day, constantly changing positions, turning the channels every few minutes to find something interesting to watch...
sounds boring ? well, i miss the feeling of boredom.
and this is the last day of boredom i'll have i think.
cos when i'm back from bangkok, my schedule's packed.
the days are all BOLD in my phone calendar.
and as always, events clashing. how irritating.
the night/morning air has officially turned my cranky.
AHHHHH !
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
went to jude's house today !
woke up late actually.
super tired from training last night.
ran many rounds for warmup.
then did alot of exercises,
and played game, HUGE area with 4 goals la.
then played a smaller game,
and finally, had a match against the guys.
training can really kill.
so anyway, went jude's house.
the dog, kiwi, is such a pisser ! haha.
we brought it out for a walk,
and it pissed like every 5 steps.
which seriously made us wonder where all that liquid came from.
basically, we jus ate, chatted and relaxed la.
it was pretty nice. (:
oh, and we did some housework. haha.
cos the rain flooded rajan's room.
and we had to clean up the room. haha.
i've really gotta start packing for my trip.
and till now, i'm clueless what to bring.
or even what bag to bring.
oh, silly billy.
Sunday, December 11, 2005
i am NOT going through depression, am i ?
haha. no la. i'm not. whee !
cos technically, i have reasons for my 'depression'.
so now, i have this BIG decision to make.
help anyone ?
it goes like this...
i really like this something, lets call it A.
so i really like A and wouldn't give it up for the world.
but now there's another thing, lets call it B.
so i truly thing B will kill me. literally.
and i dont wanna go through all that turmoil.
but its a MUST if i wanna keep A.
well, sort of i think.
so B or no B ?
OKAY I THINK THAT WAS NONSENSE.
ignore me ! haha.
i'll go sit deep in thought at some corner. haha.
but for now, its makan time ! :D
Saturday, December 10, 2005
a pretty good day i guess ! :D
met the others at amk central jus before noon.
then we shopped shopped around.
got our 5-dollar gifts and spotted pyjamas. haha.
havent got the pjs yet though.
might be borrowing ? see how la.
after that we went for lunch at mos, popular.
then headed to peninsular plaza !
i feel like getting other brands of sticks,
you know try out different brands. haha.
but i love my current stick.
so after that we went to the club for AGM.
normal stuff, didn't really know what went on actually.
after which, we changed, and soccer !
it was pretty fun la.
though i suck at it, STILL, without a doubt.
i think we looked pretty hilarious. haha.
washed up and went for dinner at 'magic wok'.
some thai-chinese cuisine restaurant.
the food was YUMMILICIOUS ! (:
had such a delicious spread.
played some silly games and ended up with a burning lip.
well, i hope thailand's gonna be fun. haha.
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i hate being a toy, manipulated and used by idiots.
its funny how i dont feel the least bit of excitement or intensity for the upcoming tournaments.
like the club u21 league, or the b division, or something even more major, like wanting to play in more major tournaments, the SEA games, or even the olympics.
why dont i dream like that.
why dont i have a goal.
why dont i have the motivation.
i used to want to climb higher,
to play in bigger tournaments,
to want to be among the best.
but i've lost that motivation.
and thats bad, aint' it ?
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
PERAK WON ! :D
i'm like damn happy la.
but it kinda makes things worse,
cos i'm even sadder we missed the finals.
not to forget they won through golden goal,
and the third and fourth playoffs ended in penalty flicks !!!
and it makes me feel even more...remorseful ?
cos i think this year, winning the tournament isn't a dream.
it could actually have been reality !
i mean, they beat trengganu.
and we gave them both tough fights. sort of.
okay, i'm sour, bitter, whatever.
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so every year i come back feeling the same.
that the undersixteen team is really irreplaceable.
this year, EVEN more so.
and now i dread bdiv.
really, i do.
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training tomorrow, and i'm ill.
sore throat as usual.
(and my voice didn't break gideon, i'm NOT a man.)
and i've got shin spleen.
which is really starting to get to me.
last couple of trainings, i'll survive right ?
Saturday, December 03, 2005
before i start on the oh-so-fun COG,
i'll recap abit on the OH-SO-FUN milo cup !
so this year's experience is totally different from the last.
i got to know people, both good and bad.
and maybe i got to know myself better too.
noordin said that this year, i'm so much more matured.
so i dont bully him anymore. haha.
well, maybe.
but i think its the leadership thing la.
who knows ?
or maybe my horrendous moodswings are the cause of it.
so my mood swung a little too much this year.
but there were reasons, which i'll jus skip.
so i like this team.
although we barely trained together,
i think we're all closer than last year's team.
or at least it is the case for me.
i guess i jus think it aint fair i'm now sitting here.
cos i should be sitting in seremban.
possibly disappointed that perak didn't win the finals today.
HAHA. okay, out of point.
but i guess my favourite night was the last.
cos i mood-swinged, but ended up in fits of laughter.
plus, afew of us went for supper, which was yummilicious.
then we ended up talking about certain stuff, haha.
and i did again what i did last year. well kind of.
so i roomed with teresa and limin this year,
neighbour-ed noordin, dined with liyuan, limin and teresa.
not to forget our dining group grew bigger each day. haha.
and i think i got to know alot of people better.
became closer to alot of people too.
and drifted from some others.
but as always :
i LOVE milo cup,
i LOVE the undersixteen squad,
and i'm looking forward to yet another experience.
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COG today was jus really good.
i didn't perform, which was perfectly alright. haha.
i'm proud of my class and everyone else ! (:
i think our class kinda grew closer over the years.
and i like it, cos we're having so much more fun.
yeah, i'm back !
we were SO close this year alright,
and we could have made history.
but i guess pressure played us out.
it was a good trip, actually not really.
with emotions running wild.
but what can i say,
an experience i wouldn't trade.
but i dare say,
no two trips are the same.
and both i LOVE.
update more tomorrow la.
my eyes need some precious shutting.
