Friday, April 21, 2006
these past few years, i've put up with faces and attitudes that people have endlessly been throwing at me. cos of these, i often felt like giving up. but i persevered without much of a choice. and on 240406, everything jus seemed worthwhile.
but its over. i've done my job.
i dont need to put up with anything now.
i really cant take anymore of these.
but somehow, it jus keeps coming this way.
i did everything i could to keep everyone in place.
i was willing to put up with all the shit.
and now, I'M DONE.
i'm sec 4, stepping done.
i had my moodswings, times of total stress and perhaps depression and definitely sickness and injuries. but you know what, its all a matter of endurance and tolerance and a mask. so if you're not ready to put the same attitude and commitment, thn i have nothing more to say.
afterall, its over for me.
a memory trying to find a piece of time ;
Saturday, April 15, 2006
who knew i would appreciate music coming from click five.
well, kinda got the tune stuck in my head.
haha, they're pretty alright la.
beat ronin any day, no offence.
anyhow, hollaback crew finals today !
atmosphere was nice.
good to know the stnicks spirit still exists somehow.
think some of the djs are damn funny.
haha, especially daniel ong.
the comments were hilarious la.
think nobody paid much attention to him.
but he's damn funny !
and don and drew too. hahahaha.
its one hour to easter !
that means me double-day meat fast is over. (:
a memory trying to find a piece of time ;
Sunday, April 09, 2006
bout 12 hours more to school
and about 17 hours to my physics test
and genius me didnt bring home my notes :(
well anyway, another busy weekend jus passed.
so the hongkong team came to our school friday.
they were late so the food we had for them was soggy.
but nevertheless, still nice. haha.
and then we finally got to play hockey again.
and by that, i mean as a team.
me, rui, jingyu, teresa and meixian.
i so miss us playing together.
we jus seem to, know each other so well.
okay i'm talking rot again.
was supposed to go to crescent funfair yesterday
but jenny and i decided to forgo that
and go shopping and walking instead !
though it was only for like 3 hours ?
but at least we caught up with each other
and i got the stuff i needed.
met up with the others and off to pau's place !
the bbq was alright la.
emotions ran wild ? haha a little la.
but i liked it more towards the end.
was lying on the couch enjoying he lazing around.
until some people spoilt it by dunking me.
but well, the water felt pretty nice after awhile.
reached home pretty late after that.
and i slept like much later.
thus the fatigue today.
church-ed, and lunch-ed with my family.
went to a relative's wake. and home to sleep.
and to awake to find the horror of missing notes.
ahwell, should beat the horror of the results later on.
its funny how this thing i suspected for so long still comes as a shocker when i found out.
oh boy, life jus got a lil more interesting. (:
a memory trying to find a piece of time ;
Monday, April 03, 2006
i really dont like the way things are turning out.
i mean, what is the main deal in the argument anyway.
anyway i was so tired today.
i think the few of us all were.
considering the exhausting day-out yesterday.
mrs sng called my mum today.
to tell her that i didnt hand in my compres !
i really dont quite see why thats major.
considering she doesnt really bother about it.
and and she doesnt have time to go through !
ah whatever.
and now i jus recalled of the lit presentation
which was gladly thrown at me.
and i probably am gonna struggle through.
i think my studies are slipping la.
no reason and definitely not the time.
my o's are coming !
well, i'm not feeling it.
feeling more lost without a purpose in hockey though.
nothing much to look forward to.
and no urgency to study cos of lost of time to hockey.
i have a WHOLE lot of time now.
so SS test tomorrow.
and i hardly started. GREAT.
i miss jolene.
a memory trying to find a piece of time ;
Sunday, April 02, 2006
an almost perfect weekend. (:
friday first.
went out after school with afew hockers.
to bugis and then to minfang's chalet.
waited a hell long time for the shuttle bus.
ended up singing song at some bus stop. haha.
thn FINALLY reached the place.
played twister and mahjong !
and FINALLY got to eat. pasta and bbq.
went back later cos i didnt get to eat much.
was bbqing for everyone else.
so reached home at almost midnight.
saturday morning, awoken by the computer man.
wanted to explain some technical stuff to me la.
then went for the premier match.
was injured actually, but played anyhow.
won 6-0 ! thought i pretty much screwed up.
got to know of the more current affairs.
things are such a pity.
reached home at almost 10.
got to plan alot of jaime's stuff. (see the effort girl ?)
slept at bout 1am ? quite shagged.
went for mass today with christine.
and some others came to, like regina and solange.
parent/godparent meeting today.
so my dad was super noisy and stuff.
but whatever la. nothing much.
met xinjin at bishan and headed to esplanade.
checked out some sites.
ended up pampering ourselves and 'chocz'.
the nectar is SO delicious.
so met up with jaime and started the TRAIL. (:
things were pretty good till halfway.
i was so tired and hungry.
and jaime was stuck at that dare, which she still hasnt done.
so with all our impromptu-ing, we had fun.
jus a lot of silly stuff (like reen's HILARIOUS fall)
and the blindfolding and boatride and sparklers
and jus EVERYTHING.
the things i do for the girl i love. (:
hope you had a great birthday jaime!
a memory trying to find a piece of time ;
