Monday, May 29, 2006
training today wasnt exactly tht bad but i think its cos i havent trained properly since b div tht i barely survived. not to mention my luck that i landed in the hands of terry khan over and over again when i could be under nordin or dahlia which i think i'd prefer a whole lot more.
dont get me wrong, i dont not like him or anything.
its jus that it seems more pressurising under his watch, cant really laugh or fool around or even sneak rests cos "you took too long, the ball goes to the red team".
suddenly i'm thankful training is only twice and not the original 5 days in a row. haha. i think you'd have to push me around on a wheelchair alright. those stretches and lunges have officially made me physically immobile for tomorrow.
so school tomorrow, what a drag.
even if i'm sec 4, i think HOLIDAYS should have its stand.
i'm gonna treasure every moment this june.
i'm gonna have all the fun i can.
cos when term 3 starts, its all work and no play, making laura a dull dull girl. as much as the holidays re supposed to be precious time for revisions and studying, i tend to think otherwise and will do otherwise.
i'll start in term 3, i promise ?
Saturday, May 27, 2006
i've never felt so lost before
spent the night at esplanade with my roomie and roomie's brother. haha. it was really nice. sitting by the waters, listening to the live band playing and jus stoning. though silly roomie ended up sleeping although she claimed she wouldnt. so chatted to roomie's brother. haha. it was nice la. until my parents had to be the spoilers. argh.
but i really had a nice time. (:
if i'm not needed, then why bother.
i never was and never will be.
maybe it never was that important to me anyway ?
or at least i'm pretty sure you're not that important.
Friday, May 26, 2006
its finally the holidays !
though its not quite for me but its still a consolation considering there wont be any tests for at least the next 4 weeks. of course i'll dread term 3 where there would be a minimum of 3 tests per week and no maximum.
its ironic how my mum's more worried bout my studies now when i did well this term, in my standards at least. she says this is the time i'll slip the most. like huh, so much for giving me due credit.
anyhow visited rj today. it was a pretty good experience and i'm pretty psyched to go there you know. as much as how certain people might irk me, there are still push factors. i like the environment and it seems promising. but of course i still have my visit to vj to look forward to before i make my final decision.
i jus talked to this hilarious person who names her eyecandies in the most interesting and funny way. haha. which made me realise how i havent quite named my newest tang guos. well i should really think about it. haha. (:
match tomorrow followed by div one finals.
only to realise i didnt bring my stick home and i can also hardly breathe through my blocked nose and my choked throat. how terrible. not to mention my bro returned from camp early cos he's down with fever and currently wrapped up like a dumpling in the living room but still gulping down cocacola. haha.
Thursday, May 18, 2006
the jc dilemma is growing !
the only positive thing is that SA is off my list.
cos of some "turnoffs" - quote nadrah.
i think i'm mainly stuck between VJ and RJ.
pull and push factors either side.
argh. i really wish i had ambitions and dreams.
so anyway these couple of days i went down to delta to catch the Adiv semis for both boys and girls. i would say they've been pretty exciting la. but again, giving me a bigger headache for jc choices. anyhow luck's been pretty much on my side when it comes to actually being able to go down for the matches. i mean, even physics extra lessons were cancelled when they are supposedly school hours. ohwell. (:
so the weekend's here again !
and i have yet another filled weekend.
i guess thts good.
but i've yet to write my letter to the archbishop for my confirmation! which is due this sunday. oh by the way, i chose jessie as my confirmation name. WAIT. unless its gonna be neutral or positive, dont comment. cos i really dont wanna regret it more than i already am.
Sunday, May 14, 2006
morning was a foul foul time.
got pissed off real badly.
like YOU'RE JUS OVERLY PARANOID.
argh.
but things took a change for the better i guess. i dreaded going home real bad so went down for the div one game. recs won 3-0 ! yipee ! (: so semis next week and i'm so gonna be there.
then after the game, major pissing started again.
but i guess it cleared up after awhile.
i'm feeling really guilty cos i didnt quite get anything for my mum. before you rush in saying i'm such an unfillial daughter, jus know i've been tied down with so many things and so has she and it really quite hasnt been possible. and i know she's been going through a whole lot too and there's no thing i can get her and the only thing that seemed appropriate was something i made BUT i didnt have the time.
sorry mommy.
another week of school.
i cant wait for the holidays.
i'm gonna go all out...
and have the time of my life. (:
Friday, May 12, 2006
things havent been up lately.
i wouldnt say completely down.
maybe sideways. haha.
anyhow my odd behaviour's linked to my bad flu.
mrs sng thinks i'm acting weird, and she keeps her distance from me thinking i was the germ producer in class.
WHICH I AM NOT.
so tomorrow marks 170 days to o levels.
this creeps me.
if you do careful calculations,
i take 8 studiable subjects (counting ss and e geog seperately), which means i have about 20 days per subject to cover 4 years worth of work each. that means i have to complete almost 32 years of work in 170 days, which sums up to about 5 days per year of work.
BUT. if you think about it, we're only in may. and the o's are not till the end of october. so i have like 5 months to go. nearly half a year !
so whats the rush ?
okay i badly need adam khoo.
however, i didnt sign up.
work aside, there hasnt been much activity for me.
other than some occasional tv crazes
and other pressing issues. its jus been alright.
i hate this feeling of not loving something that i once proclaimed i'd die without. but thats what people always said bout the supposed other halves isnt it. but this jus isnt the same. maybe i ought to let go now. no point going on in it when i dont have that yearning anymore. plus, life still seems pretty alright without it. or maybe its not it that matters, its the them that comes with it. and i dont wanna lose them.
maybe i've jus been left where i was.
this feelings been forced into me.
and i dont this one bit.
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
THROATY WOES.
haha. i like the sound of that.
jeanette's nick.
school's getting to be such a bore.
everyday in school, i jus wanna sleep.
when i'm home, i jus wanna watch tv.
(or playing theme hospital's an alternative)
so i've got my priorities wrong ? ahwell.
GREEN'S CHAMPIONS ! (:
so i start my first sports day as champs
and end my last sports day as champs.
oh glorious glorious.
the holidays are coming !
and i couldnt ask for anything more delightful.
not to forget there's only about 180 more days to olevels.
of course that would mean less than 200 days to freedom.
though it isnt something foreign to me now. (:
well, i've got a whole load of work waiting for me.
but i think i'll stand them up.
