Monday, July 31, 2006
hockey team got double dosage today.
talk by mrs goh thn ms lim.
i suppose some of the stuff they said are true.
but i was really touched by wht amanda said.
"when the bdiv met a crucial match you could really feel the team spirit and will to win" or something along those lines anyway. that silly girl made me tear and i'm glad she's going to bintan too.
she made me remember the feeling whn we played northland afew months back. i've never been in a better team and that feeling is one that makes me smile jus at the thought of it (:
but i'm sorry this team's got such a lousy captain.
everything seems to go wrong under me.
2 years ago in cdiv, and now.
i dont think its a big surprise if during the bintan trip we get targetted and pinpointed for every single thing we do. but its my last trip and i dont wanna let lousy leadership affect the trip for the rest of you guys.
i dont knw who told the teachers that cdiv and bdiv are 2 separate teams. perhaps we are but i think amanda's little speech made me realise that i wasnt the only one feeling this way. its the seniors fault? i dont quite get wht ms lim was getting at really. but perhaps we never quite reached out to the juniors, i think. but whn we were juniors, i dont remember having seniors reaching out to us more than we currently are. so i dont knw. maybe the juniors hate the seniors and i wouldnt deny that there are negative feelings too the other way round. but maybe its time to actually become a full snhockey and rid of the division. or is it too late?
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Sunday, July 30, 2006
ANNOUNCEMENT:
combined schools u19 gathering.
oragnisers - me and liyuan!
date - 19 august!
venue - ben soh's house!
programme - tennis* and BBQ!
*we're hockey players. NOT tennis players. so we're jus going there to utterly humiliate ourselves but have fun. haa.
well. FINALLY got some photos from yusheng.
the less greedy side of the ice cream circle!
IJ SISTERS. haa.
well. some of us. (:
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i'm surprised i'm not sleeping since i usually am about this time every week so far. haha. but not studying doesnt change that routine.
bintan's coming up!
i predict hockey will yet again be the least favourites in the trip. but well, i'm still gonna squeeze the best moments out of it. its our last one! its sad some people cant go. and somehow its sad some can. okay i think i'd better shut up.
i have this urge to blog.
but there's nothing to say.
or jus so much i cant.
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Friday, July 28, 2006
you're such a bastard. seriously.
first you allow yourself to take on this character thats not really you so everyone might assume i'm being the bitch. then you say lowdown stuff and make others responsible for your dirty deeds. if its attention you need, downright despicable acts are not gonna get you anywhere in the longrun. i'm not even gonna attempt to expose you and i couldnt care less if its my name thats going down the drain. just leave everyone else out of this.
and for the record, i dont like kendrick.
he's a good friend, maybe brother.
so i dont need anyone else coming up to ask me anything like it.
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last training for sec 4s today.
i dont knw if its a happy or sad thing.
now i'm sure i'll miss the red badgers.
we had a fun time today.
ignoring the unhappy turnoffs.
we had a good time playing today.
i'll still drop by training once in awhile.
thats if i'm wanted la. hah.
ken's concert last night.
yes, i dont belong at such places.
but had a nice time after that.
galavanted with tim and 2 josh-es.
i just love night times/scenes. (:
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Wednesday, July 26, 2006
fall right through the cracks
and lose my track
in this crazy lonely world
missed school today.
really bad bad flu.
imagine me not being able to talk although i have so much to say! not being able to walk around and do things, or even study! and i have a test tomorrow. ahwell. i missed 3 today already. i'm just feeling so UNHYPER.
next week's the trip to bintan!
and its confirmed i'll only be able to catch the last day of 4nations where singapore ladies wont even be playing. and my hopes of being liason officer's dashed. nevermind, maybe next year? haha.
visited the physician today again.
my blood pressure's normal! (:
but i changed medicine and now its even gross-er.
poor poor me.
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Monday, July 24, 2006
today wasnt a good day.
though i must say god gave me certain pleasures along the day. one was mr wong's sudden praise, two was limin's sudden but much needed message - it couldnt have been sent at a more perfect timing. so TOH LIMIN! THANK YOU. (:
prelim english oral tomorrow.
i jus hope i can use that to spew out everything inside. heard today's topic was "what was something you always wanted to say to someone but never got to?" or something like that. perfect topic to fit my day really. but well, tomorrow will be different, both for me and for the exam.
i'm looking forward to a better day.
i dread the way things are going. seriously.
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Sunday, July 23, 2006
saturday was a happy happy day for me.
the day actually only started at noon, which is technically the actual time it should start, but well. so i dragged myself to school after a quick lunch for the tea session with principal. got there, practised and got the jitters and finally completed my speech presentation! i wasnt at all satisfied with myself but who really cares? haha or so i thought. then when i was walking out teachers came up to me to say that i was really confident and the content was really good and everything la! :D and thn a parent came up to me and said "your speech was awesome! i'm so convinced." and then mrs seet called to say how people said my speech was touching and stuff. WHEE.
thn i went off to meet churchies.
walked around at jubilee all by my lonesome cos i couldnt help it that my friends take DAMN long to bathe. thn went to novena to walk around and finally headed to marina bay!
dinner wasnt that good, sad food la.
but i was still alright with it. except there was some war going on at my table.
then afew of us decided to venture and search for some river la, and we found this really quiet and peaceful place and it was really quite nice! we jus hung around there for the rest of the time before heading home.
came home and chatted on the phone with yuan yuan, haha. almost 3 hour talk and its been so long since we've done that.
and like i said, i had a great day. (:
today wasnt that great.
last cath class in the morning, boring stuff.
then headed home and ate and slept all the way through.
dinner and then watched HITCH! haha. funny.
and now i'm here. well well.
WEIZHEN : i found your blog already!
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Wednesday, July 19, 2006
its horrible when bad news just keep hitting,
one after another, no breathing space at all.
i guess i made the wrong decision afterall.
but i've no intentions of reversing and changing direction.
i guess we'll have to see where the road takes us.
who knew i'd actually like our combined team this year?
but I REALLY DO. its jus different from last year.
we're all more on par i guess and we have fun.
but its sad we couldnt play a whole season together
and only have 3 matches in 2 days.
but its better than nothing, i'll miss the team :(
and i jus realised i actually might miss 4nations!
thats like the third major bad news to hit me la.
first was the weak child thing,
second was the no dsa thing,
third is missing 4 nations!
now whats next.
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Monday, July 17, 2006
had an adventure in my dreams last night.
my dad was a millionaire who lost his memory and everything was left in my hands and people were out to kill me while i was getting highly irritated at the dumbness of my dad and some bomb was planted in the building and i was warned by a friend and BLAH.
pretty interesting huh.
so i missed school today to see a physician.
its funny how hockey actually saved my life
but soon enough it might destroy it.
i used to hate eating and that almost killed me
but now i'm eating so much and saved myself.
i'm sixteen only.
i was born a weak child.
no wonder i always was down with weird illnesses.
but exercise has helped me.
i have low blood pressure.
i gotta cut down on vigorous exercise.
meaning hockey's gotta happen less.
my body doesnt take in nutrients well
which probably explains my lack of growth.
also meaning dieting might cost me my life
so that isnt gonna happen.
now i jus gotta pray i wont be asked to stop hockey and during the next visit i wont be diagnosed with some fatal illness.
oh boy am i positive.
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Sunday, July 16, 2006
interesting happening today!
i was involved in this accident.
collision between the bus i was in and either one or two cars, all i saw was the front of a mercedes was badly dented. and we all had to get down the bus. luckily we were near where we're supposed to be already.
another happy event!
i happened to look up a friend who really needed it.
cos firstly i was dragged to go have crab with terence, gerard and sherman. so i decided to call her down since she stayed there anyway. and its magical to find that she actually needed someone at that time! haha. yayee. i feel useful. (:
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Wednesday, July 12, 2006
every night i sacrifice studying time to come online and wait for that opportunity to finally knock on my door. but well. it has obviously lost its way.
i'm still going through slight confirmation blues.
at least there's one final class this week.
one LAST time to get together.
left a couple of days before i change my journey path.
please please, i dont want that trouble.
and wonderful news is always pleasing!
but does it have to come with such a baggage?
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Saturday, July 08, 2006
HAPPY CONFIRMATION! (:
it feels really really good.
and i'm really gonna miss everyone.
i love you guys, thanks for coming! (:
KEVIN GOH. haha.
complete retardedness. (:
beautiful people.
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Wednesday, July 05, 2006
3 tests on tuesday, wasted monday at j8.
geog test today, superman till late last night.
emaths test tomorrow, HERE.
anyhow its funny how confirmation suddenly seems so important when not long ago i was more than ready to get retained and barred from it due to poor attendance or something.
YES RACHEL FAITH JUDITH EMIECHEL, i'll miss everyone.
and i know you've been a faithful reader so far.
and yes, mr mystery. (:
u16 friendly against UK tomorrow.
which means i'll get super tanned. or black, whichever.
but there's shopping after that!
and shopping on friday too!
and i'm psyched for sports trip,
and confirmation,
and a stupid sms or call.
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Monday, July 03, 2006
wasted the day away.
okay not really la, had a rather good time.
woke up and did a lil of chem.
tried maths but i'm pretty lost.
relative velocity, like i've no idea where to draw the arrows and the direction and the values and everything la! ah heck it, its not like i didnt screw up my e maths already.
left house after tht to meet christine and sherman.
had lunch and walked around.
terence came, christine left.
walked somemore.
i felt like i was leading a couple of dogs la.
i walked, they followed and complained a whole lot.
thn ate at delifrance and gerard came.
so the four of us walked around somemore.
i didnt quite get most of the things i had planned to.
i managed to get ONE present. yes, pathetic.
so i'm left with alot more, which i think i'll get on thursday or friday la.
3 tests tomorrow and i didnt do any work today.
great, i give up. really.
another test on wednesday and i'm going out tomorrow night to catch a movie.
i'm jus so disciplined.
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Sunday, July 02, 2006
mass and youth day prayer rally last night.
it was alright la, but i think most of us werent really into the session cos the songs were so foreign! haha. but good catch up time with some people la. (:
surprise number one:
i found out who mr mystery is!
and he's someone i actually kinda noticed before.
okay shant blabber too much. not safe. (:
surprise number two:
selfish and obnoxious girly ken actually walked me home last night. haha with hector la. and yes, he couldnt stop complaining and everthing. we tried hailing a cab but as we walked we soon reached my house. quite funny la. haha.
surprise number three:
my latest tangguo is like the sibling of this certain someone.
its pretty shocking la. ahwell.
i did work today! yes yes. haha.
woke up at bout 11, watched tv.
did a maths at the same time and i realised i didnt bring my TYS home which means i cant revise for my test on tuesday! oh damn.
thn watched tv till like 3.
studied chem and practised writing 130 chinese idioms.
i did all the in like one hour.
so how much actually sunk in is questionable.
but well, i'm pretty screwed for confirmation.
havent got all my stuff yet.
TERESA CHONG! WHN YOU SEE THIS, JUS KNOW I'M DESPERATE TO DATE YOU. WE STILL HAVE TO GET THE GIFTS REMEMBER?
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Saturday, July 01, 2006
i'm down with the flu. AGAIN.
i should have seen in coming.
with my unusual fatigue at training last night.
missed the ushering for open house this morning.
could barely drag myself out.
legs were so heavy, jus like my head.
and i had no appetite after waking up at noon!
yes, unable to force food down my throat is an accurate enough symptom to prove i'm sick.
so a week of school has passed.
which made me realise only how badly i miss the hols.
holidays make me closer to friends i miss being close to during school days ; holidays let me catch up with the game i used to love ever so much ; holidays allows me to make friends that never were to be ; holidays jus leave me being the happiest, though most tired, girl around.
i hate school.
but term 3 is surprisingly slack.
for our class at least.
and i love my new sitting parts and place.
right behind, between jen and xinjin!
argh gotta go shower and off to church.
think i'll jus go for mass and miss the prayer rally.
i dont think i can last that long sneezing endlessly outdoors.
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