Tuesday, October 31, 2006
yay all my practicals are over!
so now i'm left with all the papers.
dang, my happiness is so shortlived.
its so true that when you make a mistake before, you wont again.
so congratulate me cos this time i figured
5M=10
therefore M=2. and not 1/2. no no.
going home was funny.
i realise that in that 20 step long pavement, me and rui will never fail to talk and stop talk and stop. and today we just stopped. for more than half an hour, we stood there looking like complete idiots with this guy on a low bike cycling past us countless times. hahaha. and we just talked and bitched. so long since we've did that. maybe we'll still have our chances in the future? well MAYBE.
thinking of the future feels so good.
every night before my paper, i'll have a dream related to it.
the night before i dreamt i failed my hcl paper and last night i dreamt of redox reactions. or non-redox reactions for that matter. weird stuff.
today i came home and spent the afternoon on the computer.
watched this SUPER cute video on youtube. its this dancing/singing hippo and some creature performing the lion sleeps tonight. hahaha good fun good fun.
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Monday, October 30, 2006
Spread your wings and prepare to fly
Its you and me, come on butterfly
today's HCL paper was MUCH MUCH easier than our normal school standard. i mean we all actually understood what we were reading and therefore fulfilled the criteria of comprehension. in the past we were doing blindly and just copying the passage out. so the paper was pretty alright. i think i should manage a pass. but considering my compo was out of point and jolene emphasised that she failed her prelim compo whn she made the exact same mistake as me, i think i'm pretty screwed.
and everyone said because its relatively easy, it'll be harder to get distinctions, which is miles away from what i'm aiming for. BUT, does that also mean the passing grade is harder to meet? please tell me no. they cant be so cruel right? oh no no please. not one more year.
chem practical tomorrow.
totally dreading it.
plus i'm sitting right in front! giving me no chance of glancing around at all. and next to me is joanne chin, the messy blur toot head who'll probably confuse me more than help me. haha funny stuff. brings joy to my stoning moments when i'm stumped with the paper and decide to give up.
today, i guess i kinda sealed my fate.
someone please tell me i'm not wrong?
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Saturday, October 28, 2006
at like 5am thursday morning i had to wake up cos i felt so hot and itchy everywhere! so i had really really bad rashes on my legs and arms. so i went to wash up and tried to get back to sleep without scratching away the existence of my skin. trying to recall what exactly i ate wrong is tough. considering wanting, liyuan and i shared 2 chilli crabs, hokkien mee, dumpling soup, i ate xinni's hums and drinks.
woke up then went to meet up with tim, terence and christine to go study. boys are always late. but gave us a chance to catch up anyway. and they made me panick and actually wake up. i've SO much to study.
and like "what are you studying for ss?"
"oh i'm studying all those themes that dont have much content."
"then it wont come out what! study for what."
RIGHT. and for a moment i thought i was the only smart one around to study themes lacking of content only to awake to the realisation i'm the only fool. so i guess this study session was beneficial. not productive but i did learn a thing or two.
so i think today was pretty productive. did maths, a lil geog, a lil ss and a couple chinese close passages. yes i'm panicking for my HMT paper! i need to pass to free me from the torturous language next year. i dont need to score. just a 50% is enough. please please.
and i watched two movies today! sweet stuff.
Because you live, and breathe
Because you make my believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
i'm stuck on that song.
from A Cinderella Story! (:
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Thursday, October 26, 2006
went for u16 training today. yes i knw i ought to be shot whn i'm in the midst of my o levels and blah blah. but i've always enjoyed nats training cos its a place where i get to play with people who knw how to have fun while keeping serious all at the same time. but somehow it seems that ability has been lost with the generations.
sometimes i feel only 2 or 3 of us make up the team
i was busy ranting to liyuan, xinni and wanting on the way back. and we started talking about the past. how i used to love training yet dread it all the same. cos it was fun but i was scared to make the wrong pass, hit a flying ball, mis-trap balls and get black faces and words lacking of encouragement from the seniors. it was then that i could be the brat, the non-serious one. but training with them made me a better player. i tolerated their shows of superiority. but now i miss it. i want this strict standard of play once again. i want to improve and feel like we actually stand a chance in milo cup.
we also started excitedly talking of all the memories of past milo cups we had together. particularly the one 2 years ago where i had no leadership roles in the team and was the ultimate brat. how we just had a lot of nonsense and fun and scoldings and pillow fights! last year was different and i had to have a better conduct but still nevertheless enjoyable. but somehow i knw it kinda ends there.
"although you're 15, i want you to play like you're 17"
i owe dahlia for the some part of the player i am today.
but i'm sorry for the impending disappointments.
but i promise to work hard for milo cup 2006.
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Wednesday, October 25, 2006
doesnt it always feel so good after a cry?
bishan park plans this morning was shoved aside whn both jenny and i couldnt quite drag ourselves outta bed. we had a whole day planned! but well. i dont knw why she couldnt wake up but i knw i couldnt cos i spent my early early morning 'eardropping' on an interesting phonecall.
so i finally dragged myself out whn chew called. got ready in 10mins so i could hitch a ride from my dad. since i ended up earlier than chew as always, i joined in training with my juniors! that wasnt such a good idea whn my rusty skills caused me to make a foul throw on janna and injure ugenie on the knee. i'm so sorry girls! but yeah now ugenie has 6 cute dots on her knee cap. haha.
and jude's moody lately. but at least not to me! he still insists that i can find out if hydrogen peroxide is an oxidising or reducing agent by keying it in my calculator? insane kid.
and chew can make such a good hockey player. i taught her to hit and within a few minutes she hits harder and better than me. only thing is she looks funny and its not consistent. but she will make it! and her sweep too. and push.
and ms lim's funny. i knew she would disapprove of me playing hockey a day before my o's. so whn i walked past her and she jus stared at me and i went "study study!" and she was like "why so guilty? i didnt say anything." hahaha.
today was good cos i heard voices and spoke to people i havent been in contact with for so so so so long. and i realise to every different person, i take on a different way of speaking. like julius just forces me to feel superior to the rest of the world and our conversation was nothing but ego, ego and ego.stop haunting me.
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Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
if only i could
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yay pauline chee is the best.
she just made everything so clear!
yes hitomi, LET GO. feels good huh. (:
and just went through the whole physics course on asknlearn.com
so count that as a kind of revision? yay that means i did do work today. and the interactive applets are seriously a great joke. i've not used the word spastic in ages but seems fit this time. i mean, cartoon animals that introduce themselves with funny voices and clicking on them makes them walk onto a balancing plank? and this teaches moments. hilarious stuff. but a good reliever. haha.
and we did go to botanic in the end!
and dropped by gramps place after dinner.
brother was being an idiot. there were like 2 other big couches and many other chairs but he just had to squeeze with me in my armchair. but i refused to budge so we were just stuck there until the huge struggle and tickle fight over my phone. not to forget the weird sounds he was recording in my phone. and everytime i looked at him he purposely did this face to further provoke my growing obesity.
and i was so so close to playing gooseberry today. well at least my sulking proved to have injected an ounce of guilt in him. and he bought me corn soup home as i requested! yummms.
okay photo uploading fails.
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Monday, October 23, 2006
okay so the school gave us a study break.
i think i do so much more if there's school.
last night, or rather early early this morning i planned to study cos i kinda like the night time where everything's so quiet, the radio's playing nice nice songs and i cant really go out and walk about cos i'll make noise and wake the folks. but somehow i ended up chatting with afew people online and just couldnt bear to leave. the interesting stories, the catching up and the unexpected of some people being grossly sweet all of a sudden.
my parents are weird today.
mum's whining about how she wants to go to vivo city and dad suddenly wants to exercise and go to botanic gardens. so hahaha its undecided. i foretell we'll probably not go anywhere in the end. i see a fish defrosting in the sink.
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Sunday, October 22, 2006
i love my brother when he's a complete idiot.
oh wait, that would make it 24/7.
well i love my brother when he's not an asshole.
when he's being childish and plays along with me when i'm being childish and when we're just doing the silly kiddy stuff we once did. like today, i'd to drag him outta bed and tickle him silly and whn i was sitting there he put a grape to roll down my leg and okay it goes on. hahahaha just typing these stuff is making me laugh. stupid boy. the hugs he refused to give me and the hugs he surprises me with. damnnn. fly off boy.
its so disappointing to find out somethings.
TERENCE RUIS! i knw you'll read this soon and i'm referring to you!
yesterday i received the praise of total irony once again. "aiyo so pretty already! put on so much weight! so fat so pretty!" right. the first thing i heard the minute i stepped into my gramps place. i couldnt even remember what to call those distant relatives so amidst their comments i just stood there and smiled and just couldnt respond to my grandma's orders to greet them.
well luckily i'm not the diet-till-aneroxia kinda girls cos food is what i live for really. and dinner that night was so yummy! i used to eat 2 bowls of rice at dinner a couple of years back, no less than that or i wouldnt be full. but for some reason i stopped. but last night i was forced into eating 2 bowls again cos all the adults at the table had decided eating too much rice would lead to some fatal illness. but yum yum. (:
tomorrow's monday and i plan to start studying.
okay i knw how stupid tht sounds but well.
its about time to peak!
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Friday, October 20, 2006
last day of school today :(
i'm touched with what some people have done though. the sincere hugs and goodbyes. somehow its supposed to be happy but everything just seemed so saddenning. its like treasure every sight and every word and every moment cos its just like the last. 10 years here just made up my whole growing up process. and it passed way too quickly.
teachers treated us to macs today though.
and i ate popiah on top of that burger. yums. oh yeah and pinches off blackforest cake. and all in class in front of teachers who didnt go on about how we shouldnt break that school rule.
if only i could hang around with the other after school. instead i had to rush off to ngee ann poly for nats colours. rahhh. but it was better than i expected i suppose. at least the people beside me were not unfriendly as i earlier heard and they were quite funny actually. but i think we were really ignorant and questioned too much that the jamal guy told his friend "you're lucky you have the headsets in your ear". righhhht. haha. but one disappointing fact was that - apparently did not receive the award. the idiot lied to me. nevermind, at least joyene agreed that _ was hot. okay i never thought _ was but near enough. haha.
today i'm tired.
and stupid marissa's not online when i have so much to tell her.
i'm leaving studying for the one week break next week.
today and this weekend, i'm gonna rest.
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Thursday, October 19, 2006
yay ripped this off limin's blog.
MY SUPER BESTFRIENDS. (:
ironically, tomorrow's a sad day because its the last day of school. officially anyway. its been ten years.
so hard to stay
yet too hard to leave
cant deny it. says:
hello laura. i dont knw whether ill be seeing you tmrw. anyway, its the last official day of schl for the sec 4s and just wna let you know that youll be missed capt. please dont say that your jnrs are an insensitive bunch blablah. actually from my pt of view, we'll miss you guys and i knw it isnt easy for you all to leave sn. yeah but all the way for your big Os! and thanks for everything. (:
thank you estee. i seriously will miss you guys a whole lot too and although i always think you guys are insensitive and absolutely troublesome, i still know you guys will know what to do at the right times. i have faith in you all. so train hard and make us proud okay.
this morning's school colours were hilarious.
i think being sec4 and knowing its the second last day of school just gave us entry to being complete brats and disregardful of the supposedly formal ceremony. after getting our 4th year gold cert we joined the hockey kids. and the 7 of us just went crazy laughing our hearts out and mocking choo on stage. even when it was our turn next we were stifling our laughters. everything just tickled our funny bones. and then when i went to shake hands i was seriously gonna burst and then mschoo went "this girl i really must thank" and squeezes me tightly along with a whole chunk of words which i failed to catch. funny stuff.
i dont wanna leaveeeeeeeeee.
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Wednesday, October 18, 2006
i dont understand why i'm disappointed either.
i mean, i knew more or less that i wouldnt be affected by the moderations and i'm probably stuck with my results as it is. oh yes, its because everyone else benefitted and those who did worse than me ended up with better results than me. no i'm not gonna sit here and whine about how unfair the system is. afterall they just made me feel even worse by raising my marks all to be just one shy of a better grade. and i remain at my neither here nor there L1R5. RAHHHH.
i dont deny the moderation pissed the hell outta me. and rebekah too for that matter. i suppose its about time to wake up. many many many days ago, i said i'd start studying at the "100 day" mark. and currently its just slightly more than 10 days left and i have yet to begin. and because of this, i'm probably gonna give training a miss and even my ever so dearest 4aside competition. i can play if i want, but maybe its time to treat o's seriously.
i'm considering giving the 1st intake a miss and spend that month having the time of my life playing until i officially go bald, pulling my hair in all that craziness. then again, i would miss out on fun wouldnt i. ohwell i'll keep thinking about it.
woke up early morning and walked all the way to ctk for the exam mass with jenny. i seriously think we're nuts but well, we had a good catching up and concluded our lives joined together could just form the next soap opera hit. haha. the mass was alright with hilarious teachers. and lessons today were pretty much nonexistent.
went down to training today to visit juniors, teachers and jude.
i'm gonna miss those people. i dont wanna leave st nicks :(
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Tuesday, October 17, 2006
so frightening to see hardly any other classmate online.
they're studying! and i intended to! really i did.
so anyway ive pretty much nothing to blog about.
and yet again i dont wish to go offline cos i have conversations i wanna hold on to on msn.
special mass for us tomorrow and we'll get back our official prelim results. hopefully moderated for me. i mean i'm not in any way desperate for it but it'll definitely make my decision clear.
school colours on thursday which will be a joy. at least i'll see some of my juniors and i'll also be receiving my four year gold! okay i havent checked if i'm a receipient of either but i should think so la.
national colours on friday. all the excitement pretty much has died done. i mean sure there'll be, well, stuff there to enjoy but i think the pure boredom and disappointment might override it all.
last 3 days of school. officially.
and just as well, people are not coming to school.
i seriously miss those guys but they say i've no right to tell them to come because i myself skipped a day to study at home. of cos that didnt end up being the case but yeah. i get the point. but we wont even be seeing each other much anymore. well they promised i'll see them on the last couple of days anyway.
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Sunday, October 15, 2006
Spirit In The Sky
okay was posting halfway yesterday and my lappie died on me. something's terribly wrong with it. first it eats my cds and i have to play tug of war with it and then sometimes it unknowingly vomits my cds and yesterday there was the emergency shut down thing. dang. well i'll bring it to the docs after my o's.
so anyway, highlights for the weekend.
friday was rj's open house. and we went to the ri pitch to play hockey instead and i'm so so so rusty. and we were definitely unfit. haha. but well, nats training starting this week which means i'm about to get tortured. not to mention when i saw dahlia, she just had to give me that sinister look while saying "see you at training ah".
so went for the charity run overnight. before my turn i was seriously scared. i didnt knw what terrain to expect, what kinda speed to attempt to run at and whether i'd get lost in the dark or something. oh yes, and the others had really good and pressurising timings and came back complaining about how the two steep slopes at the end were killers. so liyuan ran with me my first official round and i ran with her hers. after that wanting ran with me and finally i ran alone with music. okay it wasnt as bad, average timings were around 12mins+ for us all. when we chose to walk together, one round took us about half an hour or more. haha when at around 3am i think all of us decided to walk, siew and i almost fell asleep while walking, so we took a shortcut and went back to sleep first. when i woke up i walked a round with wanting. and that kinda marked the end la. muscles are really tight and aching. i havent ran so much in ages. it was quite fun but definitely tiring.
WE'RE SO FUNNY. haha.
after that siew pok and i bus-ed with vj to vj. we were quite reluctant at first but it was really the most economical and sensible choice. haha and i think we were so tired we could barely walk. and there was flying fox at vj! which i promised the girl there i would sit but i didnt return after that cos i really dont think i'd make it up the ladder. haha. we didnt have much energy to walk around so we left. took bus home and it was really an hour ride.
came back and slept. and before i knew it, i woke up at night.
other stuff shant be mentioned.
but those were the highlights. oh yes, and steamboat was cancelled. i think though we were looking forward to it, we barely had enough energy to go. WE'LL GO SOON OKAY GUYS? PROMISE.
so last week of school already.
i suddenly realised how unprepared i am for o's.
but geog homework's tying me down! the numerous essay questions. i'm already not gonna do my chinese and lit work and risk my head just to do tanshuwei's work. but its really tough and yes, i'm panicking. i will study this coming work. i will.
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Thursday, October 12, 2006
tomorrow is a highly exciting day.
actually not really, but somehow i'm waiting for it.
tomorrow its an all science & maths day. for lessons tht is.
then after that its open house. and the overnight charity run. saturday some more open houses and after tht perhaps a good mahjong session or prom shopping followed by steamboat at night.
today was another useless day.
lessons were not at all effective and we wasted our time away. but after school xinjin, jolene, joanne and i went to the library to watch - on youtube. haha so funny. we were watching this certain scene and we were getting all excited and suddenly the 3 of them kept quiet and like stopped the video and opened another window. and i was like WTH. and 'ahhhh' mrs sng was behind and started pinching xinjin's ear. hahaha but she couldnt probe outta us what we were watching. super funny. and we spent a couple of hours watching our favourite scenes. haha.
and coming home to the house alone led me to not doing any work at all. please dont remember that o's are less than 20 days away. rahhh.
its confirmed. i cant save myself from this thing i barely knw how to describe myself. over and over again, i open and shut every time i come close. no matter whether its you, you, you, you or you.
i'm tired and ought to go sleep.
i've got 40 hours of energy to store.
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Wednesday, October 11, 2006
my iTunes was on shuffle and the song yi shi de mei hao, which means lost goodness or something along that line, started playing. it suddenly hit me how much i will miss 4justice. i still have the recording of us singing this song in our phone. of us laughing halfway through it. of the good times.
its like after we leave, who am i gonna get excited over my eyecandies about? who can i share gossips with? who can i disuss hot actors and actresses and tv shows with? who am i gonna be childish with?
today we had the funniest pe.
we played freeze & melt first, then attempted aeiou, then H20 or otherwise called husband & wife and finally sat down and played concentration. we're just so introverted but find joy in the most childish of things. there's nothing wrong with that and we always just dare being us, being kids.
four justice, i love. (:
definitely one of my fondest memories of st nicks.
cos we've grown to be as one
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Tuesday, October 10, 2006
there's no healing without some kind of pain
didnt go to school today.
well, upon checking the schedule, it was just not worth it.
but i'm glad at the concern of people.
i received messages this morning, got a call from the school office which scared the hell outta me cos i had to feign a headache, and coming online the unexpected of peoples asked if i was alright. awww, so sweet.
back to school tomorrow!
and i realised i've undone ss assignments. oh dang.
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Monday, October 09, 2006
you are all i need to get me through,
like a falling star i fell for you
those were the lyrics to the song our oh-so-humorous teachers played during our mass jog. i honestly do enjoy mass jogs. like 800m worth of time for us to scream and talk about just anything and everything and to anyone at all. somehow the few of us just go a lil insane sometimes.
started the day off pretty badly.
perhaps its the late night last night after watching australia fall short of the gold medal once again in the world cup. but all credit due to netherlands. a pity how world number 1 and 2 met in the semis huh. i mean argentina were obviously a worthy team, thrashing spain in the bronze medal match. but well, sometimes luck just succeeds the less deserving. familiar scene huh.
so anyway, i woke up a lil late and ate just half of my breakfast before rushing to school. reaching there i realised i was late for the meeting with mrstan and i threw my bag down and sprinted to the roof garden and reached there just in time to catch her finishing words. right.
but lessons today were fine. the class was unusually chatty. or maybe its just the echo effect in the air con classroom. so concentrating there's pretty tough. but we're moving out on wednesday anyway so tomorrow's the last day to enjoy the cool environment.
i think we can really make fun out of purely nothing.
xinjin, reen, pauline and i stood 10mins in front of the mirror laughing our heads off at, well, nothing? okay not nothing but really not so funny stuff that just seemed so clownish at that point in time.
i realised my weekend upset tummy could very well be a case of the air borne stomach flu. apparently i wasnt the only one who had it and now i think my mum's caught it. and because of this, all water coolers in school are out of service cos of some white powder stuff they found flowing or something. who knws.
i just think god sure plays good tricks on us.
i mean, so something happens and the only way to save ourselves from it very well worsens the situation. like haze! so stay indoors in airconditioned rooms so you wont breathe in the bad air! oh and so burning of more of those fuels wont prolong the situation, no? ahwell. thats life huh.
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Sunday, October 08, 2006
i've got too much life running through my head
went lady of lourdes with gramps today.
pure coincidence? they were arguing about marriage and its damn purpose and the chuch's sermon was just about that. haha so funny.
so anyway i like the church alot. its poor, not airconditioned, 50year old altar boy, pathetically underpopulated congregation and well, nothing just seemed quite right. but thts wht i think is important in a church. no not unliveliness, but just a place where it really doesnt matter what it looks like, what the people dress like or anything like it. thts wht makes it so beautiful.
so dropped by chinatown to eat curry puff and get a drink and my dad was just saying "here's a place you'll never find youngsters around" and then "LAURA TAN!" hahaha yusheng la. havent seen tht girl in ages, and of all places. hahaha.
so extended family lunch after tht in celebration of grandpa's birthday. i think our family's weird. we even have assigned seats so to avoid quarrels, a cousin who's busy doing maths and listens to music while at dinner avoiding all interaction, and everything else just makes me have a funny family. mahjong at the house after that.
daddy brought angie and i to see dogs.
first to bishan park where we met my godma and ryan and darryl and their dogs were cute. i havent seen those 2 boys in ages okay. well darryl rattled off the minute he saw me anyway. haha.
thn went to serangoon gardens to see puppies in the shop and i fell in love with this beagle. we could hold whichever puppy we wanted to and angie took the maltese and i took the beagle. seriously beautiful. i have a high chance of gettng hold of that beagle. after o's perhaps. oh mannnn.
okay my tummy's not the result of the pink pill syndrome cos its still going on with a sounded war raging in there. maybe i'll be too sick for school tomorrow. after all i have 3 undone lit essays and 1 ss sourcebased paper and 1 ss essay. haha amazing!
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Saturday, October 07, 2006
today i think i was in an ultra bad mood.
like "talk to me and i'll bite your head off!"
i think my brother got a little taste, and my mum too. felt bad sometimes but rahhhh.
and i finally understand why rui always pops those pink pills like her life depends on them. i just moaned and groaned in bed all day or at most crunched up in front of the tv. so the potentially study-day was again wasted by the nature of humans.
my daddy wanted to get me a beagle puppy but my tummy prevented me from going to see it so looks like i wont be getting it anymore. maybe after o's la. but yeah, maintanence will be pretty high. so now my decision's swayed again.
so i'm gonna have to stay awake tonight to catch the 115am hockey match. i fell asleep halfway through the second half of last night's semis la! and woke up to liyuan's message of "aus won!" damn i missed the goal. so tonight i must! it must have been the physically and mentally draining day i had yesterday. and since today it wasnt so, i will persevere! must must.
i think the past week was a very good week.
firstly school's been great. satisfying results (which jude claims i cheated) and afternoon school with beneficial lessons, well mostly anyway.
secondly, i managed to catch up with friends. and not just one friend, but two! amazing achievement i say. and i'm glad misunderstandings are cleared up. (:
the upcoming friday and saturday's gonna be draining.
school on friday and visit jc open houses, then 12 hr charity run from 9pm to 9am, and open houses again on saturday and hopefully i'll survive not sleeping for at least 40 hours so i can go for steamboat at night.
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woke up at like 8am today just to go to school to tutor miss abby chang but that dear girl didnt turn up! of cos after that she realised and she ran over with douhua so it was alright la. and attempted to do some work but nothing was done so we went walked to the specs stand and chatted a little. haha she's a sweet girl laaaa, i dont deny. NOW SEE, I'M BLOGGING BOUT YOU SO STOP COMPLAINING.
then school today was really slack.
maths, lit (zoom zoom pace), english, higherchinese and pe!
so yes, all very 'brainless' subs.
higherchinese is always fun cos we always dont pay attention and have something of our own to entertain us. like yesterday, we were discussing on the 'school grass and flower' and had a good laugh la. along with chinese names of planets and mrt stations. and today, was just funnnnnny. and pe was great. our whole class played stuff together. and whn people were playing [woah]soccer and [wah]handball and everything, we played whacko and jacobs ladder. hahaha! okay we did play captains ball at first la. yayy i love justice. we always just have fun playing the lamest of stuff.
and then lit extra lessons after that.
and the 7 of us gathered at siew's place after school!
had yum yum pizza, played a couple rounds of mahjong and TI DENG LONG! aha. we took damn long just to light our lanterns cos everytime someone relighted, someone else's extinguished. yes we used authentic lanterns, made of paper and lit with wax candles! thn finally we got on our way and looked like absolute morons, walking on the streets so late singing untimely songs like hark the herald angels sing and what not. everyone glared at us with only like one guy showing us a thumbs up. ha! went to the playground and we just lazed around singing and chatting.
thn teresa's astro boy became a ball of fire which was damn hilarious. its like "oh man my astro boy!" and everyone just stared at it becoming a great ball of fire before finally realising its seriousness. then borrowed a ball from the guys at the basketball court and we played around till the lights went out. thn we went back and home. truly great time. its been eons since we've gathered together as the full 7 of us and sang songs and just did crazy things, just like sec 1. only now our topic of discussions are, well, more mature. hahaha and gross.
we all knw times like that wont come by any time soon.
but well, today was great and i had fun. (:
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Thursday, October 05, 2006
back at square one. dannnngggg.
its like to take the risk or not?
and i was talking to guanjingwen the super duper hilarious girl.
somehow i'm still stuck. pretty much even.
so anyway i like the way school is.
starts only at 1030 and lasts till like 445, ending with a mass run where our teachers who think they're funny, play high school musical songs to spur us on. righhhht.
but tomorrow will be a long day for me.
i'm going early teach abbo maths. and i'll have lit lessons after school so i'll end at 6 plus and it'll most likely drag on anyway. but off to siew's place after that for some good time fun. hopefully. ha.
i think justicians are gonna do just fine for o's.
ms poore claims we gave her 2 years of unnecessary worry of "what the hell am i supposed to do with this class" and with prelims, we registered the second highest improvement rate, trailing behind wisdom only. and i'm awaiting our ten-course dinner from Gan whn we get our 100% As. haha.
go girls! (:
a memory trying to find a piece of time ;
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
couldnt you be happy for me?
got back my final paper today.
and i'm really happy. really i am!
so now after deduction of bonus points, i stand at a single digit. but nothing's final. the school hasnt given us any result slip or any instruction or any notice of moderation.
school's like a surprise in the past week.
we go to school everyday, not knowing what disaster is about to hit us. today was a perfect example. went to school at 1215 and we were dismissed after getting back emaths paper. a serious waste of time knw! rahh.
lessons begin tomorrow. the final dash.
and i'm barely warmed up. haha.
so anyway, i had this really weird dream that night. i shant elaborate cos people might classify it as my inner obsession. haha but one part of it was my juniors terrifying me. they angered me to tears knw! haha so funny.
it went something like
me : ay stop talking and laughing!
(juniors obviously oblivious)
me : we want to win b division okay!
juniors : you think we dont want to win c div is it!
me : okay then shut up la.
and my juniors actually told lowlieng to shut up. and after that there was some dark corner thingy and all that la. yayee i love to dream.
come to think of it, i miss the normal days.
the recesses where i would see chung siyi and think to myself "oh damn, faster walk the other way!"
a memory trying to find a piece of time ;
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
hurray for me!
red mark geog student me has made it to the bold. BOLD OKAY.
haha and when everyone else got a personal message from tanshuwei, i merely got a 'keep up the good work' and a 'hmmm' along with a wincing smiley which had a big fat round nose. hahaha.
whn i received my ss paper and realised i failed my source based with a mere 36% thus making my whole ss paper just a pathetic 56%, i knew i had to makedo with my Bgrade lit. but NO, geog saved me! really it did. and i'm so happy. really so so so elated. looks like my time spent only revising geog and no other subject paid off. and now liyuan's trying to claim credit just cos i studied geog whn we studied together. haha silly toothead.
so now i think my L1R5 score's enough for me to consider where i wanna spend the first 3 weeks of my next year and perhaps even try my luck without having to appeal. this also means i need not be tied down by hockey and perhaps join fencing or something. ha!
i kinda wished my prelims were my o's.
definitely grades arent all that satisfying, but the thought of having to resit the papers for every subject again is just so SO painful. rahhh.
school starts in the afternoon tomorrow. whee!
but i'm planning to study tonight.
you knw, dust my books from the weeks of neglect since the end of prelims and actually start storing information in my limitedly spaced brain. though i'm pretty sure by next week, whatever i studied tonight would have become very much, well, inexistent. ha.
a memory trying to find a piece of time ;
Monday, October 02, 2006
to face the world
out on my own again
a train of B grade papers today.
and i'm pretty sure its gonna continue tomorrow.
but i'm quite sure my L1R5's gonna stay below 20 which means i gotta make my decision on which jc to go, which is heartwarming to knw SOMEBODY has been reading my blog and friendster messaged me and made me laugh. haha.
stupid CHUNG SIYI! stop throwing cold water la! you're one of the few i decided to ask along okay. its like actally my date with that person but i made that person agree to get more people along. its NOT ahlian. thats why i agreed to do it. all in the name of fun. so dont disappoint me okay! :(
2 and a half lit essays to write and a whole lot more to study.
actually felt motivation today but it was wasted away with fatigue.
i came home, cooked myself a pot of porridge (which was too much cos i misjudged the rice amount) and my favourite luncheon meat and eggs, to satisfy my craving. haha. and thn after washing up i was about to catch my judging amy but i fell asleep on the couch and everytime i was knocked back to conciousness, i struggled to keep awake but really couldnt! so i just let it be and had a wonderful afternoon nap.
i'm here cos i'm waiting for someone's online message.
but it never came, and i'm disappointed. rahhh.
a memory trying to find a piece of time ;
Sunday, October 01, 2006
i feel so so SO guilty! i did something i really shouldnt have done. i dont quite regret it but i knw its just wrong. but well, no one will ever knw, but still. sorry brother! oh man. it was just so tempting to flip flip you knw.
anyway a couple of prelim results are out.
one is fantastic and the other's just really disappointing.
i think so far its still fine. but i knw its not gonna be.
but now i guess the jc decision's coming into play again.
for the first 3 months, or rather 1 month, should i go to somewhere to test out whether i'd be happy there instead of somewhere i knw i'll be happy, or should i go to somewhere to test out if i'll survive the distance? rahhh. decisions decisions.
so its been almost 2 weeks since i've touched books.
that doesnt spell anything good, but i just dont feel it.
next week's lantern festival!
and i've got a good idea of fun in my head already.
just gotta put it to place, shouldnt be a problem.
yippppeeeeee! (:
and yet another weird msn encounter. not as queer, but still funny.
this guy said "you sound yummy". righhhhht.
more results tomorrow. dang.
a memory trying to find a piece of time ;
