Saturday, April 28, 2007


certain things about myself really puzzle me.
i mean somehow when it happens to others i pinpoint the reasoning almost immediately, but considering its happening to me, i wonder if i'm more in denial or caution.

so anyway the past weeks been good!
i scored 3 goals :D hahaha.
2 against jjc which ended in a 4-0 win.
and 1 against pjc which also ended in a 4-0win.
the last goal was my absolute favourite of all time (:
so we're off to the quarter finals!
we've got about a one week break.

work has been terrible.
as expected the chances of me getting 1/35 for my chem test is so high its unbelievable. haha my teacher told me himself i did super uber badly.
chem mock spa's another joke. i've got one part correct i'm sure, but i'm sure the other half's wrong so well.
and i've got an econs essay test coming up whereby i've nothing to study for since a really bad influence caused me to skip lectures to stone instead and so my notes are pretty much blanks.

i'm glad i've gotten over the pw group thingy.
at least hopefully we can settle on our topic and start.


11:03 PM
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Saturday, April 21, 2007


its been soooo long since i've talked to rui the whole bus ride instead of sleeping it away like we always do. we talked about everything and everyone. and boy do i miss so many people. and of cos, i'm glad for the many new good friends i've made.

sheng's so funny. the guys paraded in like clowns.
haha its like they were bent on making on impact, coming in just when the starting whistle was about to blow and making so much noise, acting like mats.
anyhow, the guys support were directed to a few special people only. "go zhuang" "go shah". yes it ends pretty much there. but their presence was quite, surprising la.

so with that we beat nj 3-0.
felt we played pretty badly but satisfying results.
messy play, lousy attempts at goals, but we'll get there.

our jjc game on monday.
guys game against MI on tuesday.
guys game again on thursday.
our pjc game on friday.

chemistry lecture test, chemistry mock spa 2, physics mock spa all in the coming week. not to mention the work overload, which includes pw stuff, gp comprehension and maths assignment, and of course the cramming in of 4months of chem stuff for the dammit test where my classmates dont believe in helping each other out. the downside of 07S62.

ohwell, i've got a whole sunday tomorrow.


10:03 PM
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Wednesday, April 18, 2007


Dressed up with the trappings of love,

so the season begins tomorrow.
i guess it'll really prove if we're ready or not cos we're meeting nj, which is probably the strongest in our groupings. and hopefully we wont just scrape through it, but like bulldoze or something.
haha and most importantly, our nerves wont get the better of us.
go victoria go go victoria!

i think my body's in bad shape. and no i'm not just referring to the bulging fats but to the workings of it. i'm so terribly tired but i just cant sleep. i know that i need sleep and i just have to but everytime i shut my eyes i end up being more awake then ever. if this persists, i swear i'll breakdown soon.

and to end off, i hope its not a halfday tomorrow.
considering people are thinking about it since crosscountry did well today, and wushu yesterday.
if it's really called, then chem lecture test would be postponed to friday, meaning after my match tomorrow where i'll probably be really drained, i have to cramp 4months of completely foreign chemistry knowledge into my seemingly lost in action brain.


9:24 PM
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Saturday, April 14, 2007


free time's getting really limited.
there's so much work i have to do.

with the season approaching, in like bout 5 days, i'm ready to leave everything and just focus on it. every year its the same, like school work doesnt quite matter anymore now that the season is here. but of course college isnt the same.
i've gotta juggle both as much as i can.
considering i've got so many assignments due and tests coming up.
thank god i'm missing the chem lecture test.
otherwise, on top of my PI essay, physics assignments (all that i owe since day 1), chem tutorials, preparation for my chem SPA and math assignments, i've still gotta cramp 4 months of work into my head.

well, had a good day out with the guys today.
after the P-T meeting this morning, us girls attempted to shop for ben's present, but well we got carried away with our own shopping and waited for the guys to come before letting ben decide on his own gift. which ended up being quite a chore so we chose for him anyway.
oh yes, good food too. billy bombers for lunch and breeks for dinner.
ben and joseph will still forever be my dumb & dumber. totally irreplacable. those blokes could crack me up just by them being normal. well and my favourite girls too, i definitely need.

so i think i'm gonna get some well deserved sleep.
perhaps i'll get up later to do some work.

or perhaps not.

oh yes and i must mention that i'm super impressed by the creativity of the hockey boys as displayed in their music fest mtv. though some said they thought house comm ought to have won instead, i still think the boys deserved it. and this isnt a biased opinion, considering the tiffs and misunderstandings and unhappiness we've had over the past week, i'd be least inclined to favour them.


8:39 PM
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Saturday, April 07, 2007


when it comes to adult fiction, i vow to lay off the romance novels and stick mario puzo or something. there's so much sexual innuendo that ber wouldnt be able to understand a single word. hahaha.

so the u18 friendlies for the week are over.
4 full matches in straight 4 days.
well it really isnt even half as tiring as i imagined.
maybe because i didnt play, i merely screwed up.

on a brighter note, today was a good productive day (:
woke up to have my honey stars cereal! hahaha.
and then met meixian and we headed to delta to 'coach' our juniors for their friendly against aj. of cos being me i itched and did play. not much nor satisfying but well.
and i met lorraine! haha i dont ever remember being so glad to see her.
then after catching abit of rj playing, we headed to bishan.
sat at delifrance, satisfied hungry stomachs and sweet tooths and definitely a loss and confused mind. yes, i scanned through my chem bonding notes, did the tutorials and got all the answers correct. no no you didnt misread, I DID JC WORK ON MY OWN AND GOT IT ALL RIGHT. hahaha, okay this will so add on to the shock of my classmates after having found out my psle score yesterday. hahaha.
then headed to library where i got a book to read.
came home and had a great dinner (:


joke of the week :
lam eats so much that even if god whens to accend her to heaven, she sinks right back down to hell.

hahahahahahaha.
man, my humour left me bawling with laughter.


most contradicting words of the week :
meixian went, "ay tell me whats going on with you and -!"
i went, "huh nothing what. why'd you think anything?"
and she went, "cos everyone's suaning you so there must be something."

i've learnt one thing after coming to vj.
people dont suan (tease) you when its real.


oh yes yes, i never knew about the wonderful donuts at raffles city till thursday. and by friday, i got a taste of it. having met leng and xinni when they were nearing the counter, ber and i managed to get 3 donuts each. of which becuase i was fasting, i only had one and gave one to mingen and the other to ben neo, happy birthday dude.


7:51 PM
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Tuesday, April 03, 2007


you know how sometimes you regret making a certain decision and want to switch things around, and then somehow the soul reason why you made that decision in the first place smacks you right in the face and you're glad you didnt change you mind?

yes, precisely.
at least now i'm clear-headed.


hockey aside, i pretty much like my life now.
my wonderfully crappy class who couldnt demoralise me any further on my pure stupidity that i seemed to have a stroke of genius today just cos i knew maths graphs and that pV=nRT.
my silly and funny hockey mates whom i trust so much that i tell everything to and boast about them to other people on how they're such good girls and today they just had to show their evil sides and join the rest of the world in utter nonsense.

no no, my life is really more laughs than tears.

REALLY.


10:48 PM
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